i wanna live freely..breathe easily..

2008-11-24T00:13:00.002+08:00

recently..

recently i've gotten into this very pek chek mood...

i oso dunno y im pek chek and wat am i pek chek at..juz feel pek chek..

haha...maybe its pms?

haha

anw..i think i feel better now.. :)

juz now it was raining heavily, so i brought an umbrella to find my sis n bring her home..

on e way, i told her how much i hated cancelling work for school..cos i would earn lesser money and it's alr planned..im ruining other's plans u noe..by cancelling work..

n she said like tt my reputation at work will be v bad which i agree..but haiz..

i juz dun like to cancel work for school..it affects me..financially etc..

so i oni have 3days worth of pay to get next mth...how pathetic..its less den a hundred dollars..damn it..n i still hv to pay my hp bill n survive till e next pay..haiz

i dunno how to explain but i juz dun like it..

n my sis told me tt last time when she was in poly, her frens did not talk to her whenever she had pms cos she oso attitude, pek chek dem..n said its not good..

den i told her..tis is e first time i so pek chek during tt time of the month..haiz

dunno la..

den e children at childcare oso giving me unnecessary stress...damn

i didnt really talk or play with them..maybe tt's y dey dun like me or, to me dey are scared of me?? ARGH

hate to go childcare...but still hv to go no matter wat..its proj ppl..sian

haiz..cant wait to get it over n done with ASAP..first time i wan to run away so much from childcare...

ARGH

so sian.........im so tired of coping with sch n work...its getting harder n harder i dunno y...

haiz

i dunnooooooooooooooooooooooo

yes..im running away from everything... ARGH ROAR!!!

haiz...i dunno y i pek chek..dunno y i bad mood which makes me more angry with myself...ARGH
n i think its affecting others with my mood now oso...haiz..im sorry to those affected.. :)

haiz...will update with pictures when im free..accumulated loads of pictures since 4nov.. :P

p/s i appeared on korean SBS tv!!! haha..so happy!!! XD

2008-11-07T16:58:00.002+08:00

foul

im in such a bad mood now

i dunno why im in such a bad mood

i dunno why...

why do i feel so irritated?

why do i feel so SIAN?

im feeling different towards ...

im in a bad mood...

why? why am i in a bad mood?

im in a bad mood and im not liking it...

damn

:(

2008-11-03T02:42:00.002+08:00

tired...

im so tired.........................punched out for work today at 12 MIDNIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!! i nv stayed at work for so long before..tis is e first time n on my punch card it was:

(date) 03 (time) 0:00

wow...i worked on sun the 2nd of nov....n i end work on e 3rd of nov........my punch card is special now.. :P thank goodness i wasnt late today...so no deduction of my pay.......for today......wahahaha :D

ah...i guess i juz dun like tt new staff..it's not my own feelings but others as well...they dun like her too..

i dun like her cos she is rude n acting all 'ya-ya' as if she is superior to me...

for goodness sake...firstly, im older then u, so pls show some basic mutual respect to me

secondly, im more senior in this job then you are..i started working here 1yr plus longer then u hor...

humph.............................dunno la......this type of thing...at first i say i dun like this person..when i complain all that i dun like abt this person, tis person start to change den i wont dun like this person so much alr...ah..what is wrong with me???????

dunno la...

my 3Ds as usual...:

DUNNO,

DUN CARE,

DUN WANT TO KNOW

yup....................that's about all..im so damn sian to do any assignments...im so tired i feel like sleeping right now..my eyelids are so heavy!!!!!!! but damn it...my assignment only has a few lines written........................wth.............

argh........can i sleep first? and contd tmllllllllllllllllll.......

or maybe i should have started doing it earlier.............

damn it.....................

..........

天上智喜//CLIFF EDGE Here

2008-11-01T01:34:00.001+08:00

omg.......been waiting for this.........full live perf...finally.. :D they were soooooooooooo gooddddddddddddd CSJH fighting!!!

2008-10-29T09:14:00.005+08:00

CHANGI AIRPORT SINGAPORE

yesb is on sale...haha :P

$2.90 for each book... :P

BoA - Eat You Up MV (Diane Ver.) (english subbed)

2008-10-22T21:43:00.001+08:00

this is the american ver mv.....hope she will succeed in america...haha..fighting.. :)

[Eng Subbed] BoA - Eat You Up MV

2008-10-21T00:51:00.001+08:00

i'll eat you up..so she's gg to america now with this song??? i dunno...its not too bad a song though...i'll eat you up... :) great dancing skills... :)

[Eng Subbed] M (Lee Minwoo) - Don't Trust Men (feat. Big Tone) MV

2008-10-16T21:19:00.001+08:00

ooh...the lyrics seems so true of men... :)

SPEED - Saigo no Message

2008-10-16T04:05:00.001+08:00

their message to each other when they were about to disband in 2000...it has eng subs...i cried towards the end..hitoe's message and the music was so touching..well..at least they are back together again after 8 1/2 years...SPEED fighto!! :)

Hae Gyul Sah-Shinhwa PV

2008-10-10T05:01:00.001+08:00

shinhwa debut mv....the song's title means 'problem solver'...soooooo young back den...i wonder if i will support tvxq till their 10th anniversary... :( shinhwa fighting!! tvxq fighting too!!

2008-10-09T03:36:00.003+08:00

we got married...

i just finished watching we got married ep28 wif eng subs...it was soooooooooooo sad for ansol couple...i cried watching their part..esp. when they sat in the park sort of place and thought of the past plus wishing each other all the best when they part..also when solbi mentioned her moving her things outta the house...wow................sad...

ansol couple fighting!!!

p/s...still thinking if i shld contd watching the show since my fav ansol couple left alr...maybe i shld juz watch joongbo cuts?? the new couples dun interest me at all...haha..

ANSOL COUPLE FIGHTING!!! :)

[SUB] Tenjochiki//CLIFF EDGE - Here

2008-10-07T04:11:00.001+08:00

happy birthday... :)
tenjochiki fighto!!!

[ENG SUB] DBSK - Mirotic (HQ Full Ver.)

2008-09-26T02:43:00.001+08:00

listening and watching it wif eng subs makes me love this song n tvxq more...
this mv was HOT..
the lyrics were daring...
"you're my slave"..they were HOT singing tt..wahaha :P

Tenjochiki ft Cliff Edge - HERE PV (44 sec preview)

2008-09-26T02:22:00.001+08:00

TENJOCHIKI FIGHTO!!!

2008-09-25T00:34:00.002+08:00

SHINHWA

10 years in this biz...and still going strong..SHINHWA

shinhwa changjo~~~~~~

shinhwa fighting!!

TVXQ released their 4th korean album 'Mirotic'..the mv is out on youtube..i watched and listened to the song already..no comments yet..though changmin was damn hot in it..wished he could have juz stripped off his shirt...wahhhahaha..drools..

and..i cut my finger with the knife while trying to skin a carrot to eat..damn..it's painful...

Wonder Girl's Yoobins bungee jump

2008-09-22T07:11:00.001+08:00

dang..i wanna be tt gal and hug hyesung n do e jump wif him...roar!!! hyesung oppa's sooooooooooo hottttttttttttt.. XD

080404 M Section TV- Shinhwa Must Go On Concert News (Subs)

2008-09-19T03:06:00.001+08:00

shinhwa fighting!!!
and i hope some ppl will juz slp and stop bugging others in the middle of the night..sleep halfway and start bugging you..roar..

Emergency Measures No. 19 - Shinhwa Cut (Eng Sub)

2008-09-18T18:49:00.001+08:00

this is hilarious!! wahhahahaha...hyesung fighting!!!

080904 Happy together sauna - Shin Hyesung

2008-09-17T11:17:00.001+08:00

hyesung oppa..roar..i wan him to carry me like tt too...wahahhaahah... :P

Shinhwa- Eric and Hyesung's Bannana Song

2008-09-09T01:55:00.001+08:00

i never...fall in love..with...banana..again... haha that was so cute... :P
banana nen mok chi yo~~~ :P

High School Musical 3 Trailer - Official

2008-09-06T00:52:00.001+08:00

when's the big game?

DBSK 4th album preview

2008-09-04T23:05:00.001+08:00

cant wait! hey girl, bring me down... XD

CSJH the Grace - Here [FULL SONG]

2008-09-01T01:11:00.001+08:00

CSJH FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOP THE ORICON CHARTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS!!!!! FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

[SUB] Tenjochiki - I'll Kiss You

2008-08-28T05:56:00.001+08:00

i love this song.. XD

[HQ] 080815 SMTown - Taemin Solo Dance Front View (fancam)

2008-08-24T02:43:00.001+08:00

can you guess how old is he?

[SUB] Tenjochiki - Stand Up People

2008-08-16T11:15:00.001+08:00

so after cutie pajama party with suju-h..its time to stand up, people! with csjh in their party!!! XD

Super Junior Happy - Pajama Party MV (en)

2008-08-16T11:14:00.001+08:00

damn cute..eeteuk!

DBSK Messages to Changmin on his BDAY

2008-08-16T11:03:00.001+08:00

this has warmed my heart and i teared abit...aww...love TVXQ! love changmin! fighting!!! XD

2008-08-12T16:17:00.004+08:00

email..

i received an email on the 11th august from boon shuang...

this is what she sent to me...

so very sweet of her.......... ^^

thank you!!! <3>

really surprised me...thanks!!! ^^

and..i would like to blog about my bdae but..im a little bit lazy at the moment cos vodafone keeps disconnecting for no reason...kinda irritates me..seriously..n M1 cant fix the problem for me..wth...haiz..

2008-08-08T11:36:00.002+08:00

I HATE MY FAMILY

I HOPE I GET RUN DOWN BY A CAR LATER AND LEAVE THIS PLACE FOREVER..

ON THE EVE OF MY BIRTHDAY..

I SHALL BE 18 FOREVER...

this is so childish and irresponsible to think of and even speak of...n to think tt i actually say tt i dun like irresponsible ppl in my prev entry..so..does it mean tt i dun like myself too?

2008-08-06T23:57:00.008+08:00

botak jones...

today, celebrated bs and my bdae at bb botak jones...hmm, the food was quite nice but i didnt like the ceaser salad or watever way it shld be spelt..it didnt taste nice to me..maybe cos im not used to that type of taste? it tasted sooooo....yucky to me..haha..but eda, bs and xy said it was nice and ok..not so bad....EEW to me though..haha..i paid $1.10 (cos we shared the salad) and ate 1 piece of lettuce..haha..YUCKS!!! the taste seriously shocked me...yl oso paid $1.10 but she ate more than me cos she say she wanted to make full use of her money, as she is broke, although she didnt like it oso..haha..

i ordered cajun chicken..i think its spelt this way, well, everyone ordered cajun chicken except for yl who ordered fish n chips..and hers came first. she had to wait for everyone's food to come before she started eating..imagine..cold alr..not nice anymore ba..hehe...

here are the pics of the food.. :P

the ceaser salad tt came first...eew..it doesnt taste nice to me...
yl's fish n chips came next...big fish! :P n i realized tt e lemon is meant for e fish not e sauce..i always tot it was meant for the sauce...
y is there a sour plum in a cup of lemonade, or was it lime juice...???
cajun chicken!!! it was yum!!! :P

double layer u see!!!but it seemed tt the more i ate mine, it got from 2 layers to 1 layer???

clean plate..except tt i didnt like the raw lettuce...hehe...
cards for me and bs...

notice tt white thing dere? its supposed to be my 'ang bao' for my bdae present.. :Pintroducing the bdae gals... XD

eda, xin yi, yee lin, me and boon shuang... :P

bel left early though..so she wasn't in the pics...

n i really dun like irresponsible ppl..tis is e first time i experience someone being so irresponsible..seriously, dun bite more than you can chew..if u cant do it den dun talk big..

leaving things in a mess and done halfway den making others clear ur shit for u..might as well u dun do anything in the very first place..leaving everything undone and undecided at the very last min..how so very RESPONSIBLE...

i dun understand y..i dunno y too...every year my bdae seems so unpleasant to me..i mean the planning process...y is it tt during my bdae there is always so much disagreement n stuff...i dun seem to see that in other's bdae.....maybe its true that i really cant get along with tt person..juz..i knew it all along...we can nv get along...u are so not my type for a friend...[bel, relax..i dun mean u.. :)]

den again...she can dun go to other ppl's bdae celebration but ppl DIE DIE MUST GO to hers...i mean, not tt i oso wan ppl die die muz come..but i mean...y is it tt she can do it to others but others cant do it to her? so damn unfair and ridiculous..

n she can make a bloody big fuss when ppl not gg to hers..wth..

i dunno...maybe we really cant get along at all...

2008-08-06T01:21:00.004+08:00

enlighten me..

1. What is the meaning of 'family'?

2. What is the point of having a 'family'?

3. Am I doing a sin for not cherishing my own family?

4. Am I doing a sin for hating my family?

5. Then again, what have they done for me? What have they given me? Or am I supposed to be the one always giving?

6. Life, shelter, food, neccessities...they gave me these because they are punishable by law for not doing so...?

7. What is 'love'?

8. What is parental 'love'?

9. How do you know that you are being 'loved' by your parents?

10. Am I doing a sin for even complaining about my family?

11. Is it wrong to be angry about my family? Is it wrong for not cherishing my family? Is it wrong for not being grateful that I have a family?

12. Am I in the WRONG?

enlighten me...please...

THSK-- Why did I fall in love with you(Drama ver.) eng sub

2008-06-28T21:49:00.001+08:00

wonderful lovely song....the best.. :P TVXQ fighting!!

2008-06-18T20:17:00.011+08:00

PICTURES...

im having my little, well-deserved break now as i have been using my brain too much for the past 8hrs or so....working on project..... :P

in belinda's hse now but she has gone out wif her mum to buy a camera..so good...i wan one for myself too.......hmmmmm....aug 9 is coming everyone!!! :P

i hvn been blogging for a v long time...reason: VODAFONE IS SO FREAKING "FAST"!!! and im not exactly a very patient person..at least when it comes to internet speed...i wan it REALLY fast.......so here i am blogging using belinda's internet connection cos its proper internet connection which is RELIABLE, FAST AND EFFICIENT...unlike some other orange, sunshine brand......EEEEEEEEEWWWWWWW....anyway....

i want to blog pictures that has long gone dusty resting in my laptop...time to see the world, pictures!! wahha..im not a good photographer....know nuts abt photo taking but.....at least u can still tell what's in the pictures..cant u??? den smth is wrong wif u!! not me!!! haha... :P

let's start!

i was actually trying to gauge the time i need to go to my childcare before attachment started...n i ended up getting lost and taking the bus all the way to the interchange....i took 157 so it went all the way to toa payoh....hmm..wanted to drink bubble tea dere so walked all e way to buy it..den walked past tis shop tt is called 'Amande'?? haha...i dunno...it sells almond made stuff i think..but i saw the eclair..tt's y i went in...n it cost me $1.80...hmm...shld i buy? cos i can get 1 at $1.40 at polar....k.. i shall try tis one cos it looks nice and different...so i bought it..den nosey me saw these cupcakes and they all had vvvvvvv cute and nice designs so i bought 2 cupcakes...spent $4.20 on 3 things......not v worth hor...can eat 1 proper meal wif $4.20 leh...regretted the moment i paid....ROARRRRRRR but at least...e eclair was niceeee!!! e chocolate inside was vvvvvv nice!! n e bee cupcake was nicer den e other one...cos its chocolate inside the bee cupcake..e other one was plain.....ROAR!!!

this is very nice eclair!! :P

bee cupcake tastes nicerrrrrrr :P
$4.20...not worthh...but once in a blue moon...forgiven~ :P

wow...it sure is different using proper RELIABLE internet connection cos uploading those pics was FAST!!! unlike vodafone where i can go shit and come out and it might still be loading......ROARRRRRRRRRR wth... haha ...

next! DAISO with shu mei... :P i was sleeping actually...planned to go find her while she worked at 3.30pm outside TAKA but....!!! she called me at 12plus and i was still sleeping and she asked if i could wake up now and bring her covered shoes...so i said ok..den i bathed and went to look for her....after bathing..she called to say tt she really dont want to work anymore and asked me to help her look for replacement as she cant leave without a replacement...so i called me frens and none wanted to work...i reached Raffles Place and received her SMS.. she said: "Sab, dun need to come alr..i on the bus home alr..sorry"

haha...so i got off e train as i need not and dun wan to go all e way to orchard alr..haha...n i called her...den told her tt i was holding her shoes..wif a pair of CLEAN, FRESHLY LAUNDERED socks ok..haha...n i was at Raffles..so..told her to meet me for lunch..i was hungry...so we went je ent to eat zing do or zing bo i dunno..its a korean restaurant...ate dulbohgghi..(if tt's how its spelt..) stud meal...den walked to IMM DAISO!!! hehe..cos i needed to search and buy materials for my lessons....my theme is on VEGETABLES...anyone can help me with vegetables?? tell me anything u can think of abt veg!!! i need it desperately and urgently..ROAR!!!

look at what i saw the moment we went in!! xiao xiong bing gan!! from crayon shinchan!!! :P wanted to buy it..but..nvm...$2 for a vvvvvvvvv light box..hmm..nvm... :P
WOW!!! this can be used for the Math corner u noe...if its related to ur theme...apparantly..its not really related..so nvm......... ROAR...
looks like nuts hor..... :P vvvvvv big nuts... :P
conesssssss!!! i like e red and blue cones........nv yellow....eew..haha.. :P
n the form tr in the class im attached to in my childcare juz fin her dip. and her theme was on land transport...look wat i found!!! toys on land transport..but too late....she fin her course alr.. :P

so...i spent $14 dere...which meant i bought 7 items...n 2 of the items.....were on special offer in popular....3 for $6.90.....n its 3 packs with dunno how many sheets inside....ROAR...wasted my money..anyway...bought 3 diff colours nevertheless, in popular... :P n shu mei and i were debating which, and how much construction paper i shld buy....cos its not cheap u noe...ROAR...n she said 1 point which is so true and reflects on me now..haha... "Didn't you notice that when you were young, all the things ur teachers gave u were of inferior quality...cos trs are so BUDGET.." haha............SO TRUEEEEEEEE!!! so all children out dere...dun ask for high quality gifts cos trs are BUDGET ok....haha.... :P

hmm...wat next..oh..a random pic...its really long ago...last yr xmas...yl gave e 4 of us gifts n tis is it:

maybe my standards are too high but...e uploading of pics is not as fast as i expected it to..haha..cos i still had to wait.....i expected it to be immediate..haha...ok..at least its much, loads, wayyyyyyyyy better den my vodafone...so...yup............n my standard may be too high too... :P

dere's currently a few insects flying ard bel's hse...which is kinda........erm.......u noe...insects flying ard u is nv a good thing... :)

guess how much is this ruddy paper clip?

$1.....ROAR...i could get abt 3 boxes with abt hundreds over paperclips wif $1 n tis ruddy heart shaped paper clip here costs $1...y i got tis at $1 i shall not say much...ROAR!!!

bought this set long time ago..cost me a bomb...at tt time..well it still is now... $81 smth..ROAR...

its so long ago tt now, e 1st bottle is finishing alr..when i squeeze it...dere is bubbles oso...proves how much is left...sad.....juz tt bottle cost $20.90...ROAR...at least i still hv 1 mask which im so lazy to use left.. :P

juz bought tis from bel's mum e jap show is borrow from her..e other shows is i buy de... :P

sister act!!! :P e 3 vcds costs $5... :P after discount...haha
butter cookies from yl...

ooh..watched sex n the city alr...nice and funny and slightly obscene movie..cos dey showed quite a number of things...haha...an eye-opener though..for some1 like me.. :P anyway...good movie...slightly long is e downpoint when u hv to sit slanted for 2hrs 30mins..dun think ur back can take it..cos of e HEAVY person in front of u who has to lie all e way back....n my legs had no space..so had to sit slanted....ROAR!!! n i had sore throat tt day..dunno how i got it but...i was eating bee hoon at my centre and i ate and ate and i got it...puzzling hor...haha... :P

how dumb...i wanted lime but i dunno y i took lemon..n it was until yl ask y i bought lemon tt i realized tt i bought e wrong one...ROAR...$1.80.....
fever..temp at home was 38.6 but when i went to e doc...it was 39.1!! omg!!! so sick....but better now!! :P
smth grew on my hand weeks ago..n while i was working...every1 was scaring me tt it would turn into pus and the docs will dig it out of my hand etc...freaked me out but e next day..it started to get better..phew~~~its still getting better though...PHEW~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i dunno wat else i can put up...hmm.....maybe after reading such a bloody long post..like i hvn blogged in yearsssssssss...haha...anw.....im still in bel's hse when others have alr left cos we are gg to a bdae party at ikea...our colleague is celebrating his bdae dere...n we can oni start celebrating when ikea closes and they fin their job..so it starts at 10.30pm...its juz opp. bel hse..so here i am....haha...n she still hvn come back yet...hope dere's good food dere later....hungry now.....eating yl's cookies...make me thirsty..drink too much water and want to pee...humans...so many complains..haha.. :P anw.....my shoulders are aching..haha :P

hmm..how abt bambi pics? she has recently learnt and defined e 2 cushions in my room as her official bed....when she wans to slp dere, she will and u better not mess wif her bed..haha...well..she still jumps onto our beds to slp..n she really loves sleeping UNDER my bed...tt white pig..haha..i realized tt most of my pics of her is when she is sleeping......lazy white piggie dog..haha..n i bathed her ytd..so currently...she smells nice..wonder how long it will last..judging from the places she chooses to sleep..eew..haha...my bed is clean n smells nice though.. :P

ooh..n i hv recently been re-reading my Harry Potter and The Deathly Hallows...finishing e book again and i propped my pillow tt way...read too much..went out of my room to walk ard..when i returned..guess wat i saw....... ROAR!!!

she loves my pillow..so she would always try to lie as close to my pillow as possible..sometimes...lying half of herself on it...ROAR!!!
"what are u looking at? tis is MY bed now ok!!! WOOF! WOOF!!!" :P
her favourite thing to do in e morning..every morn w/o fail...SUN-TANNING!!! n she is still white though..haha...jkjk :P
look at tt lazy white pig..not even bothering to look at me when her beloved me is gg out of e hse...ROAR!!!!!!
look!!! i put e clip on her head..haha...cute rite!! :P n i used tis pic for our proj oso..although when printed in black n white..naturally her whole face was BLACK...except for e mouth area..its white...haha.. :P isnt she CUTE!!! :P love u bam!!! <333

been listening to suju-m and suju-h recently...uga!uga! :P

couldn't find suju-h pics..but nvm...here's suju-m........argh...cant find suju-h....eeteuk is in suju-h..ROAR!!haha...ooh...suju-m has 2 new additions...still prefer e original suju wif 13members though... :P

my father bought me e narnia soundtrack recently...dere are 4 songs with ppl singing n i didnt find those songs nice..not my type...but bel says its nice...hmm...........haha....nvm...e other songs with no ppl singing is nice to me and not nice to her...haha... :P

shall edit this vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv long post...thank you for following me through.. :P n get back to work...tis 'little' break of mine has become a vvvvvvvvvvvv long break..haha... :P in e end..i guess i didn't get anything started again...my subj web..its still EMPTY...n my brainstorm web is still not PERFECT......ROAR...supervision is coming!!!

TIME IS TICKING AWAYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

super junior happy-cooking cooking (english subs)

2008-06-11T17:47:00.001+08:00

eeteuk!!!

Chubby Checker - Let's Twist Again

2008-06-02T02:53:00.001+08:00

LET'S TWIST AGAIN!!!

BoA - Best Friend (eng subbed)

2008-05-18T02:47:00.001+08:00

dedicated to u noe who n who.... :P

張國榮跨越97演唱會 - 追

2008-05-09T14:06:00.001+08:00

The Chronicles of Narnia: Prince Caspian (Trailer 2008)

2008-04-23T17:31:00.001+08:00

omg!! peter!! so handsome!! drools... cant wait for may 16th!!! XD

2008-04-13T02:08:00.003+08:00

Bambi VS Preston

wa.......seems like i havent blog for like 1 month.... :P

anw....juz want to post 2 pics.....tell me who cuter... :P

i would say BAMBI!!!

BAMBIPRESTON

now..preston is a puppy..6wks old and bambi is a female dog abt 3 yrs old....i would still say bambi is cuter...cos she is my dog! :D

HOT- A Song For Lady (Eng sub)

2008-03-16T06:45:00.001+08:00

juz watching tis makes me tear.... :(

SNSD (Taeyeon) - If (Hong Gil Dong OST) [English Sub]

2008-03-13T07:08:00.001+08:00

this show seems nice....

Spice Girls - Stop

2008-02-03T02:53:00.001+08:00

stop right now, thank you very much!
i think sporty spice has a nice voice!! n my fav baby spice too!! wa...they changed so much i almost dunno who is who..haha.. :D oso..i think tis song is nicer den e other song, headlines..haha :D

2008-01-30T16:34:00.000+08:00

Hacktool.Rootkit

I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH OF FUCKING VIRUSESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just now..i scanned my phone memory card and they detected a virus called W32.Gaminna...smth like tt.....den i open my threat history and guess what i saw...

Hacktool.Rootkit Deleted 1/29/2008
Hacktool.Rootkit Deleted 1/30/2008

its more than this..im juz giving a brief picture...

wtf...since ytd my anti-virus has been deleting these Hacktool.Rootkit from my com....

i really really really dun like this Hacktool.Rootkit...

den i went to symantec webpage and it said...

Risk Level 1: Very Low

.....................

the description of what it is...

"Hacktool.Rootkit comprises a set of programs and scripts that work together to allow attackers to break into a system. If Hacktool.Rootkit is detected on a system, it is very likely that an attacker has gained complete control of that system. All files that are detected as Hacktool.Rootkit should be deleted. Infected systems may need to be restored from backups or patched to restore security" (symantec.com webpage, 2007).

goodness....i seriously dunno how serious this virus is..i really dunno

the ppl at the helpdesk said that it is a virus stronger than normal viruses..that it stays in your com...it can be detected and deleted....

tml, im gg to the helpdesk and fix everything..i wan to hear no rubbish. i wan straight to the point and i wan relevant help and not nagging or stupid talk..or pushing of blame to me..

fuck...im damn pissed that my com has such fucking stupid shit..i dun need the ppl there to make things worse for me....

I'VE HAD ENOUGH

PLS DON'T TEST MY PATIENCE

2008-01-27T01:19:00.000+08:00

i've had enough

wtf...i really had enough...VODAFONE, CAN U PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS COOPERATE ANOT?????????????

bloody hell..i vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv fucking pek chek lor

how long u need to load 1 fucking page? forever ar?

n sometimes even better..e fucking connection dun wan to move....sign me out of msn..dun wan to load my explorer...wat's more..even before signing me out..cant even sign me in

FUCK

M1......how much fucking time do u need to improve e situation?? i really vvvvvvvvvvvvv pek chek alr u noe anot???

goodness..everytime i go n ask u gib me e same fucking answer, "Oh, there is a lot of ppl using so the traffic is congested."

THEN??

u oni noe how to gib me tis type of STANDARD ans ar??

DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!

i really dun feel like continuing signing tis thinggggggg...after 6mths..when e contract is up..i dun think i wan continue..WITH SUCH SERVICE???

NO THANKS.

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next:

wed when i was in lecture, my lecturer asked for our opinion..

she showed us what we will be having in yr 3 sem 1

2 options:

1) INTENSIVE

1 month - 2 modules, 6 PROJECTS

3 months - FIELD PRACTICUM

2) SPREAD OUT

2 months - 2 modules, 6 PROJECTS

3 months - FIELD PRACTICUM

1 sem = 4 months

so..tell me wat is ur choice?

she told us tt she is concerned abt tis and asking our opinions..

BUT

we gib her our opinions = never gib at all

WHY?

cos..everything we say she has got a "reason"

then wat for ask?? tis one cannot tt one cannot? den wat u wan???

think we ROBOTS izzit??

DO YOURSELF la..........

sian......im super afraid of yr 3 lor.......im so scared i cannot cope....omgggggggggggggggg

shan't think abt it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee

watever comes, comes....

arghhhhhhhhh

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THURSDAY

went to sch with e whole day of submitting assignments and presentations / tests / mini speech

haiz....was alr vvvvvvvvvvvvvv pissed the whole day alr

when i was gg home, my mum called and asked me to go buy my dog's food...ok...i was pissed cos she talk so bloody soft and so slow response.......argh...pissed me off SO much

den i went to shop n save n tis fucking cashier

how dumb can u be???????

i put my dog's food dere..i was talking to my mum on the phone...den tis uncle came wif his 2 children and queued behind me

TELL ME: WHAT SHOULD THE CASHIER DO NEXT?

ANSWER (WHAT THE CASHIER DID): SHE SCANNED BOTH MY ITEMS AND THE UNCLE'S ITEMS

DUMB anot????? when she was taking his items i alr said, "SEPERATE." CLEAR CUT rite???

very difficult to understand ar? SEPERATE.

n still so FRIENDLY ar..gib e uncle plastic bag....ignore my "SEPERATE."

FUCK LA.

anw...would a cashier juz scan 2 customers' items together???????

FUCK.

and she still dare to look at me and with a straight face: "$4.65"

FUCK U...

den i was DAMN BLOODY FFFFFFFFF PISSED OFF.

i said rather fiercely, "MINE ONLY THIS LEH."

GUESS WHAT SHE FFFFFFFFF REPLIED?

"Huh?"

then the uncle oso bit agitated.

he said, "NONONO. mine only these (pulls the things he was buying which was Pretz - 2 boxes towards himself). SEPERATE. DIFFERENT."

then 1 fucking IDOTIC uncle behind this uncle said, "WHY DON'T THEY PAY TOGETHER?"

FUCK YOU UNCLE! I DO NOT EVEN KNOW THAT UNCLE. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "PAY TOGETHER?" U WAN TO PAY TOGETHER, U PAY LA..

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS...FUCKER.

then the cashier said smth which really PISSED ME OFF.

i was really at the brink of EXPLOSION.

this was what she said in reply to tt nosey uncle, "THAT'S WHY."

WHAT DO YOU MEAN "THAT'S WHY"?

I DO NOT EVEN KNOW THAT UNCLEEEEEE???? U FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!

SO, YOU ARE SAYING, YOUR WHOLE QUEUE OF CUSTOMERS, U SCAN ALL OF THEIR PURCHASES IN 1 BILL. THEN ALL THE CUSTOMERS GO OUT OF THE SHOP AND SPLIT THE BILL????????????

WHAT FUCKING NONSENSE IS THIS??

HOW DUMB CAN A PERSON BE?? IM REALLY ENLIGHTENED SOOOOOO MUCH.

i was so bloody pissed, she shld count on her lucky stars that i did not explode then and shout for her manager to come out..fucker...when she gave me my change i just TOOK it and left w/o saying "thank you" or give a slight nod which i normally do. she shld count on her lucky stars again that i did not SNATCH the money..

FUCKING BITCH.

she better be transferred to another outlet the next time i go there...im so pissed off.

then, as i was walking back home..i got more n more pissed i could not contain it anymore. i called shu mei and screamed through the phone while i was walking. there was relatively a number of people walking but i DO NOT CARE. i still SCREAMED N SCREAMED. i was soooooooooooooooo FUCKING PISSED OFF I HAD TO SCREAM IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you shu mei for listening to me..sorry i was screaming...cos i was really damn pissed..

this is so rare of me ok...to be this pissed...

my temper is really like a volcano....erupts once in a blue moon...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

TVXQ-Purple Line Rehersal

2008-01-18T00:39:00.001+08:00

omg...changmin is in white e one in white w/o cap or hood...ah..he is sooooooooo HOTTTT...droolssssssss

SNSD - Kissing You (Male Version)

2008-01-15T20:50:00.001+08:00

........the audio is just tampered to be of a lower pitch to sound like boys...

[MV] Kissing You -SNSD feat Donghae [Eng sub]

2008-01-14T21:22:00.001+08:00

DONGHAE!!!! is so cuteeeeee!!! handsomeeeeeeeeeee!!!! he and tiffany make a cute couple!! hehe... :D

2008-01-13T22:09:00.000+08:00

siannnnnnnnnnn

argh..i really hate assignments..projs..exams..etc....like so seriously....

well. i sure do hate alot of things in my life recently. dont i?

im supposed to be doing my math lesson plan for tml but..well..i've got no ideas. anyone out there wants to help me?

n im gg to have a sleepless night again when i have to prepare for tml. shit. but i so want to slp. at least this wk is white space which means : NO SCHOOL.................................................except for wed when i have to go back for a 3hr ITA practical........oh man....i hope the teacher does movie maker tis wk..den i can slp in the practical.....oops..im not showing off here.....hehe.... :D

oh well.. im watching e.h.b ep 9 with eng subs now...n its loading damn slowlyyyyyyyyyyy...ah.......i shall fin this ep today...no matter wat..since im alr at e 2nd last part..haha

well...changmin is gorgeous!!!!! eeteuk is funny!!!!!! love TVXQ n SUJU loads!!!!!!!

oh...have been listening to mariah carey's songs recently..my old time fav singer since i was sooooo young... :D i think no one can beat her..she is the one n only~~~~~~~fighting!!!

anw...i realized that she has a number of songs to encourage people, inspire people..i dunno. but i feel that way. her songs set me thinking....for example, she has a song titled, 'I'll be there'. and there is a line, "where there is love, i'll be there." well, i guess for me it would be, "where there is love, i wont be there." and also, "just call my name, and i'll be there." well, who's name should i call when i need someone there and will that someone really be there for me? oh well........just thinking.....perhaps im just too emo these few days....or recently.........................haiz

but i really like her songs though... :D

ok.....i've got to faster fin watching e.h.b so i can concentrate on my math lsn plans.......shit...can i run away from fp? i serioulsy hate having so many things to do...and things arent improving in my family life...duh....like when has it been better? haiz......

im currently being cold to my mum..i dun care..maybe she might think that she is the one who is cold to me..but..nvm. its the same anw..we are being cold to each other.

n she called me last nite when i was not home yet. i reached home at abt 1am cos ikea closed at 11 and i did not take cab..wow..now she is showing her concern is it? chee.....like so rarely....... watever....maybe i have been expecting too much in the past and got disappointed too much till i dun care anymore. even when she finally showed me smth, well, im gg to be ungrateful and not appreciate it as well.......................watever...family life has never been smth pleasant in my life anyway.....

ah......got to fighting for school so i can graduate with flying colours...haha....and then i can RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING and then LIVE MY OWN LIFE HAPPILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! with NO obligations to smth called FAMILY....wahahahahahahahahahahahaha..........................................

2008-01-11T03:15:00.001+08:00

HATE

i really hate the word 'FAMILY'. it has NO meaning in my life. i HATE it ALL. even the one i thought i would nv HATE and is the oni true one i have...now i think i HATE her too...............WHY?

i DO NOT know WHY. perhaps its just ACCUMULATED HATE or ACCUMULATED ANGER. i DO NOT know.

i SO HATE HOME now. 'HOME'. another word which i HATE. another word that has NO meaning in my life. i SHLD cherish tt i am given a HOME. BUT. im being an ungrateful gal and im so HATING it. im SORRY.

to tt someone. not e one i thought i oni HAD. wat do u noe? u noe NTH. and u are the one who is SELFISH. and RUDE. and SICKENINGLY IRRITATING FUCKIING STINKING SUCKY YUCKY DISGUSTING CHILDISH STUPID IDIOTIC BLOODY FUCKING BITCH. sometime. i feel like beating you up. but i always hold it in. perhaps, tt is a wrong decision. tis is not the 1st time im saying this. I HATE YOU. like TOTALLY.

wat are FAMILIES for? i hv no IDEA. irony is. i have a module on sg FAMILIES. im studying abt sg FAMILIES but i TOTALLY DO NOT understand my own FAMILY. i wonder if mine is even called FAMILY.

i am SICK n TIRED of EVERYTHING. I WANT TO RUN AWAY. from EVERYTHING. i want to move out. i want to run far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, AWAY from EVERYTHING.

i've not told anyone about what im gg to say now. well, who's interested anyway? shld i even say it out now? who bothers to read anyway? all ppl can say when they see my entries is, "so long and wordy. i lazy to read."

well. if anyone bothers to read anyway, i shall just say it out. u can say im seekng attention. maybe tt's wat i seriously need. esp from who i really want it from. i cant believe it. i think i HATE her yet i want her attention. im CRAZY.

point is. recently, i've been thinking alot about this. to DIE. maybe its just a rash thought. something that i think is the best way to run away from whatever i was stressing about at tt moment. maybe i truly feel so. but i regret the next moment when i've calmed down a bit. then, when i start stressing or thinking about the problem again. i feel that way again. perhaps, i've got no point in my life to live for. not even ONE. whatever i've done or am doin. NOTHING is appreciated. EVERYBODY just forgets EVERYTHING. maybe i should too. maybe i should forget EVERYTHING. maybe i should just GO. who cares anyway? it does not make a difference. maybe they would even feel happier. wow. finally. no one to fight with for the laptop. or vodafone. no one around for you to call SELFISH. or whatever you want to call. NO ONE anymore.

then again. after ranting about it. i regret. feel that it is very foolish. but when the same thing happens again. i feel again.

perhaps, HER biasness is KILLING me. is DISCOURAGING me. is BRINGING me DOWN. is DRIVING me CRAZY. is SO MAKING ME FEEL LIKE GOING.

i know people might say that im being silly. rash. foolish. ETC.

BUT. in the 1st place. who cares? no one bothers to read anyway.

since no one bothers to read.

what am i typing for then?

Super Junior laughing sounds

2008-01-06T05:39:00.001+08:00

i cracked up at yehsung's laugh...

Super Junior's Propose (Eng sub)

2008-01-06T05:22:00.001+08:00

AHHHHHH!!!! YES!!! EETEUK!!! I DOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! nvm...i cook den!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! XD

2008-01-05T22:23:00.000+08:00

hi all!

ah..long time nv update..n the 1st thing im gg to say isssssssssssssssssss:

I'M SICK!

i was feeling sick when i was on the bus 61 coming home from bel's hse..n tt bloody bus...broke down many times along e way..smth to do wif its engine i think..keep re-starting...vrooooooom vrooooooooooooommmmmm~~~~~~

den when it was 2, 3 stops before bb int, it finally gave up..e bus driver told all e passengers to alight and board the bus 106 tt was behind and stops at bb int as well..so...we all alighted and boarded tt bus..ooh.....i tot we were suppose to have some complimentary ticket or smth???

anw..i was feeling sick alr..den waited for 945...boarded and went to buy chips...n checked my pay, paid my m1 bill...ah...while i was walking home from shop n save i was sweating...cold sweat i think..when i reached home..i couldn't take it anymore..took off my jacket and told my mum i was feeling sick..she touched my forehead and said tt it was cold...den she asked me to eat rice, take panadol and slp...she said tt i was lacking slp...always slping so late..i changed and ate a little bit of rice, ate my kit kat from yl and ate my dried pear from uncle titbits..after tt..i really could not hold it in anymore..went to e toilet and then.........................."VOMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT"...everything i ate after i reached home came out again......................omg................

den i ate panadol and flu tablets.....den slpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

b4 i slp, i sms my supervisors tt i couldnt work..........etcetcetc........den dey told me later tt i need not go work alr...cos dey asked someone to come instead...so.....

i slept e whole day today............woke up at 2plus, ate my chips from ytd while watching a movie den went back to slp............woke up at 9plus 10 and here i am...wanted to blog but my mum came back wif food...ah...full...den she gave me e chi newspaper abt mc king..n i juz fin reading it while i was blogging....ah........life is so unpredictable..so everybody...lets cherish wat we have n live everyday to e fuuuuuuuuuuuuullessssssssstttttttttt :D

hmm.....i dun rmbr wat else i wan to blog abt and uploading pics is really tiring when u use smth called vodafone.................bloody lagging thing.......m1 shld really improvise on it...so slowwwwwwwwww....haiz.........

still.....i wan to say...vodafone vodafone vodafone..pls load utube asappppppppppp :D

DBSK [Fanvid]- Shim Changmin Power to the MAX.

2008-01-01T03:04:00.001+08:00

HEAR MY CHANGMIN SCREAMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!

BEK-FIGHTING!

2007-12-31T03:12:00.001+08:00

e actual vid...my skills have definitely improved~haha..im praising myself..lalalalalalalalalalalalala =P

BEK-FIGHTING! -- MAKING OF

2007-12-31T03:01:00.001+08:00

the making of the vid i made for bek...i seriously think my skills have improved..wahaha =D

F4 - 在这里等你 waiting for you MV(完整版)

2007-12-31T01:19:00.001+08:00

omg...e mv is out!!! :D

Leeteuk Love Fighter Preview funny version

2007-12-27T20:56:00.001+08:00

arghhhhhhh....teuki fighting!!! i wan watch e showwwwww!!! assignments go away so i can utube till i shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~~

Evergreen - TVXQ / DBSK [Full Version, Eng Sub]

2007-12-23T03:18:00.001+08:00

my changmin is a genius...
lyrics by: changmin
composed by: micky

tohoshinki 16th single purple line preview

2007-12-23T02:51:00.001+08:00

2007-12-21T23:44:00.000+08:00

stressed

我的累，有谁知道? 除了需要我的时候找我，有几时是你真心关心我的? 你心里果然没有我。我要逃离这一切。

i wan to run away from everything...can i? i've had enough...everybody juz shut up can? stop it can? i am dead tired, damn sick n tired of everything alr...damn pissed off alr...have a damn lot of fucking things to do with so damn fucking little time alr..im serious..i've had enough alr...

im so fucking stressed out im crying now...happy?

stupid projs....r e lecturers dumb or wat? put everything together..think we robots ar? so pro u all do urself la....................................................

I HATE IT

2007-12-16T23:54:00.000+08:00

hate me

ok ppl, im feeling so 'argh' now...i really am.........

hate me ppl......yes...........hate me........

quit toking among urselves n hate me............yes..............

thanks for considering abt my feelings n avoided coming to me n screaming at my face...but still........

hate me...........i noe all of u do..........

hate me...............................................

thanks..............im such a loner now............thanks so much...........................

yes....hate me ppl...........hate me.....

2007-12-14T03:54:00.000+08:00

omggg

juz a very short and quick update....

yes..e person i was talking abt in my prev entry has made LOADS of changes...improvements..watever e word is...anw, main point is..I'M PLEASED!!! this is GREAT!!! i'm lovin it!!! =D

n i juz came back from shop n save and prime. went to get e ingredients for my lesson tml..yes ppl..its vvvvvvvvv last min..but i cant help it..im busy with other things...den mum is soooooooooooo not supportive or encouraging...at least she supported me financially..wahaha.meant she gave me e $$$ to get e ingredients..n im starting to feel tt its kinda waste of money to buy e things for tml..cos almost all e ingredients..i dun use it at home at all..like..wasting my money for tt 1 lesson with e kids...hmmmmmm......

anw....slept after coming home today...woke up at almost 9pm and brought bambi down for her daily *hem*hem*..den came back..watched ratatouille like finally...den started paniking for my lesson tml..so..is tis the price to pay juz for a weeeeeeee bit of rest????????? i sure do hate projs esp. when the deadline is ALL put closely together........i HATE it........siannnnnnn

gtg.........i hv to prepare for tmlllllllllll...sian...i hope e recipe works.............. =(

2007-12-04T21:49:00.000+08:00

sick and tired

argh.....i think i need to pour it out of my body....out of my heart, mind and soul..well, soul would be bit too serious...stilllllllllllllllll

i juz need to get it out..im suffocating not saying out...

ok.......

here goes.......

first, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *SCREAMS*

maybe im exaggarating or juz picking on u but..seriously, i really kinda feel sick and tired???

it really is tiring me outttttttt...flat out.......

its juz so tiring repeating again n again but it's still the same...maybe there ARE some changes in u but...i suppose it's not enough? maybe im asking too much, maybe im juz being superbly irritating and demanding but seriously, im sick n tired..............

i can feel and see the changes in u and i greatly appreciate it...thank you...

but still, maybe in this situation, there is bit more effort, in that situation, its the same, in another situation, more effort put in....

its making me tired and irritated and kinda angry...unhappy...displeased???????????

i dunno....it juz tires me................

haiz...seriously......everything is still not out yet...maybe i shld scream it out at some innocent person later.........arghhhhhhh...

gotta let it out...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...

SPEED - ALL MY TRUE LOVE

2007-12-02T23:34:00.001+08:00

another of my fav songs from them..esp when they perform tis song during their concerts... =D

SPEED - ALIVE

2007-12-02T23:33:00.001+08:00

SPEED rocks forever!!! one of my fav songs from them!!

2007-12-02T22:03:00.000+08:00

blog blog blog

hmm..wat did i want to blog abt? i dun rmbr...nvm i shall blog watever comes in my mind 1st and its the syc tut on thurs..

i really really really hate her.......................................

some ppl might noe..anw, i wont name her..................i juz hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr

bloody hell..our grp was supposed to use straws to construct smth and tt "her" suggest us to build smth bigggggggggggggg so we did...

we tot of cars, ship and yl suggest raft.......dotssssssssssssss

den we finally decided on xmas tree.....and so we started...many changes of plan and i was bloody pissed of by "her"

we were constructing and in between, she walks over to our grp...

1st time: "how is it gg to stand like tt? it wont stand."

2nd time: *deeppppppppp sighhhhhhhhhh* "how is it gg to stand lyk tis?"

3rd time (while she was calling the class to go outside to look at the bubbles grp): "i told u it wouldn't work."

wtf.....here we are, trying to prob solve to MAKE IT STAND and the least we need is ur soooooooooooooo constructive suggestions....B***H

i really hate "her".....eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww

yuckssssssssss how did she become a tr/lecturer when she is:

1. so fake

2. lyks to act cute

3. lyks to pick on u

4. is prejudice towards u

5. hypocrite

6. demoralising

7. negative

8. disgusting

9. sarcastic

10. i juz so hate "her"

haha....my 10 reasons to hate "her"....haha

oh...when we finally went out to see e bubbles grp, she said as an ending for "her" talk abt bubbles..blahblahblah...she talked abt wat the grps inside did and the rest of the class can go in and look at it. den when it came to my grp she said smth really sarcastic abt my grp..which i forgot wat it was but it wasnt v nice.....tt B***H....humph...hate "her"

den....when she said we can go back to class, i juz turned and went back, when the lesson ended, i immediately packed my things and left.....i wanted to sooooooooo get out of tt place......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hate "her"

anw..here is our completed STANDING xmas tree...made of STRAWS....and masking tape.....

everybody look at me...*peace*
great...everyone looking at e camera...good!!!!
zhiliang's turn.....*peace* ppl!!!!
see......our xmas tree of STRAWS is STANDING...u stupid B***H

me n our STANDING xmas tree....
look at me through the periscope~~ prev tut...

there are loads of pics i wanna share wif all of u......buttttttttttt vodafone is not a v fast thingy...so..i shall upload pics when im free in sch...wahahaha.........

oh...shit..i hvn do my lesson plan for tml....dear children, wat shld i teach u tmlllllll??? any suggestionsssssssssssssssssssss????????????????????????????

n belinda!!! fighting for ur supervision tml!!!! =D

oh...better list down wat kind of pics i wanna share cos i will definitely forget...

1. oreo

2. salvation army

3. bambi

4. snails

5. pizza hut wif shu mei

6. yl grandma hse

7. syc tut wif terrapins

8. SPEED

tt's abt all... =D

merry xmas all!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hedwig's theme - Harry Potter - OSEL

2007-11-24T01:15:00.001+08:00

boy...do i miss playing in the band.......arghhhh..........

2007-11-24T00:31:00.000+08:00

thoughts...

hmm...i slept very early last night..think i slept the moment i reached home..cos i was just too tired and sleepy. then, i woke up real early tis morning. at abt 9am..den i went back to slp..wan to slp more!! finally woke up at 11am, on my laptop, cooked instant noodles, watched e movie i rented "Employee of the Month" hmm..wasnt very nice...oh well..den when i almost finished the movie, yl and bel contacted me abt the dpip thing...haiz..hv to do it..cannot tube alr...haiz....while doin e dpip, i loaded utube vids on suju wif eng subs...after i fin dpip, i watched e vids..was late for work..took cab..wow...this uncle...humph...drove the long way....purposely drive slowwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwly......den in e end..the cab fare was $13.20. e most expensive cab fare i ever took to ikea...still inclusive of some extra $2 charge...n i took e new kind of black and yellow cab...e ride wasnt so bad..juz dere wasnt much space for e legs...wahaha...when we reached ikea, i oni had $12 cash..so i told e uncle i oni have $12 cash...does he accept nets? he said no..so i oni paid $12 and got off e cab...humph...he didnt demand me to make the full payment..cos i think he himself noes tt he has cheated me...so he juz drove away wif me cursing as i walked briskly to ikea...humph...aint i brave???wahahaha...i am!!! =D

den during work, dey ordered pizza and offered me...my supervisor said each person 3 slices so i ate 3 slices and rissa added loads of chilli thing on it...wif cheese...wow..it was yum!!! but bit spicy...den wanted to buy drink..but the atm couldnt dispense cash.....wth......i dun hv anymore cash all thx to tt taxi uncle...haiz..didnt want to drink e water cooler lyk tt..cos i think tt its not v clean..dunno y but to me its not v clean..?? argh..so was thirsty till fin work...haiz..den came home, went clubhouse to buy coke from the vending machine but it ate my money!! i put in $1.50 and the drink oni cost $1.10..but neither drink nor change came out!! i pressed the money return thing...but nth came out!! shit..ended up buying from the expensive jap vending machine..bought 1 small bottle of japanese lemon tea..not too bad..juz tt it cost me $1.60 when i could get a normal can at $1.10.......arghhhhhh...

came home, using my laptop and my sis said tt she wants to use..i said no..den she started her stupid nonsense again..idiot..irritating....she said all along im e one using..y shld she pay hal of it?? she pay $10 i can tou xiao alr...wat shit...excuse meeeeeeeeeee....im e one who applied for the internet..im e one who has been paying the bills...n u r oni paying me after tt..n u delay ur payment back to me, reluctant to pay full half of it..want to nag nag nag nag nag nag nag...pls la..w/o me applying for all tis things..u think wif ur big talk u can get it meh??? for goodness sake, a full time nurse earning more den a thousand a month, not contributing to the family expenses, all e money for urself and still cannot last u for a month, im oni a part time worker earning so pathetic amount of money, juggling studies wif work and u still hv to borrow money from me to sustain urself..mind u..u did not gib any money to e family lor..u juz spend on urself and shopping wif mama...cannot even manage ur finanaces properly...seriously..w/o me, when will u get all these??? fine..i dun really care if u pay for e internet anot..i didnt place hopes on u at all when i applied for it..i alr told myself tt when i apply for it, i would hv to SOLEY pay for the bills...in the 1st place, u were alr out of the pic..so...get a life will u????? idiottttttttttt... hate u....humph............

well...im blogging now...ate my dinner?? or shld it be supper??? anw..eating halfway....sian......feel sick...headache...................ah........tml working full shift.......fighting!!!!! moneyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2007-11-20T20:26:00.000+08:00

Back in Action

MRS SHIM IS BACK!!! to blog............. =D

actually i had loads to blog abt but dunno where to begin with... maybe i shld start with monday, 19th nov..

19th nov:

IT'S THE DAY OF MY FIELD SUPERVISION!!! N ALSO BELINDA'S BDAE!! HAPPY BDAE!! i slept preparing the materials for my supervsion. i was so tired and pissed off with vodafone on sun, the day before my supervision, mon. anw..i woke up on mon morning realising that i have not finished preparing..i rushed and juz brought all my materials out. i took a cab to the centre and in the centre, i prepared my materials. man..i was abt 5 mins late and the teacher from the age group i was taking, which is 3yrs old quickly brought the children i chose for my lesson to the corner where i was conducting my lesson. i quickly drew the cake on e mahjong paper which my mentor prepared for me and highlighted my rhyme with a marker. my supervisor arrived when i was drawing my cake. fortunately, i arrived before her, even though i was late for my centre. woah......i freaked out and panicked a bit but as i moved on with my lesson, it wasn't tt bad juz that i didnt quite rmbr my lesson plan..i dare not refer to my lesson plan as i was afraid that i might lose marks dere..anw..my children were veryyyyyyyyy well behaved..so much better than the age group i took last sem..haha...at the end of my lesson, my supervisor evaluated me and i passed!!!!!!!!!!!!!! phewwwwwwwwwww!!!! 1 assignment down and loads more to go!!! hmm..im considering if i should put up my children's work during my lesson... =D

after supervision, it was celebrating belinda's bdae at al-ameen near my sch. she treated almost the whole class to lunch dere. i muz say..the food was ok..n i ate loadsssssss....after lunch was cutting belinda's cake which ivan bought. i told him to buy mango mousse cake for belinda. nobody really wanted to eat the cake but...as mrs shim really lovessssssss cakes...ate 3 slices....wahaha...at one go ppl!!! wahaha...im pro!!! haha.. =D

after celebrating belinda's bdae, me, yl, bel and eda went to national museum of singapore..woah....it's been yrs since i last went dere. it has changed and advanced sooooooooo much!!! or maybe when i went dere when i was young, i did not go anywhere except the room where i watched the 3D show "The Singapore Story". wow...how many yrs ago was tt...haha.. =D

the tix for studs is $5 and last for the whole day..any part of the museum..we went to the photography room and dere were LCDs with touch screen!! and of cos, historical ornaments. there was a room where it displayed old cameras and i think is the setting where people took pics last time and it was kinda eerie and i was afraid, i dragged yl out wif me to where bel n eda were..looking at the touch screen LCDs. then we went to the history gallery.....wowwwwwwwwwww.....the government must have spent loads of money on the museum...cos it is super high class. im proud of it!! before we go in, we are given a companion cos the whole gallery has no sounds, we hv to use the companion to listen to the explanation of the different spots in the gallery...it is reallyyyyyyyyyyyyyy very nice!!! i want to go back dere another day cos ytd when we went, i was not feeling well. had a very bad headache and felt like puking throughout..until yl massaged my head did i feel better but...we were alr leaving tt she massaged my head..ooh.. we took pics outside e museum as well...i want to go back!! strongly recommend!!! =D

chicken tikka...roasted chicken...i dun really lyk e green paste though..yucks..but e chicken in gd
sweet n sour prawns...to me..it juz tastes lyk normal prawns with sauce..wahaha... =D
steamed grouper!!! this is nice!!! hehe...
sting ray!!! but the sting ray so-so oni.......wahaha.... n besides all those dishes above, i ordered chicken mutabak..n i couldnt fin it...hehe.. =D

look at joyce..she ate e head of e fish n clean-ed e bones...omg!! wahaha.. XD
happy bdae to belinda!!! =D
yl, me, eda and bel
outside national museum of singapore!!! =D

national museum of singapore...............

$5 for the ticket.....

on 10th nov..

shu mei, ak, and pb came to my hse here to shoot the vid for streetnineteen...an online shop by ak's fren..u can visit the website..i would advise..http://www.her-streetnineteen.blogspot.com/visit tt webby!! newly launched.. =D it was a very funny and tiring experience..n i realized tt i dun really dare to act in front of dem..wahaha...anw...me n shu mei took pics while waiting for our turns.. =D

hearts!!!!!!!
black n whiteeeeeeee
we're cute!!!!!!!!!!! hehe.... XD
chicken cutlet....ak treat....... =D
nice nice milk tea n ak's barley...

20th oct..

went to siloso beach in sentosa with shu mei. regret it..cos e aftermath of the sun tanning was.......omg..dun wan to do it again..anw..i did not want to tan at first...juz wanted to accompany shu mei..but in e end..we ended up sitting in e middle of nowhere on e beach... -_-'''

pics!!!!!!

eew......auntie setting up our area....haha
shu mei likes ruffles i like doritos.......
smile......
kiss TVXQ!!!!!!!!!!

our messy area...................

so hot till my chocolate really melted till i hv to lick dem out..wahahahaha
shu mei mediatinggggg
siloso beachhhhhhh
tvxq oppa!!!!!!!
after sentosa..subway at wm...subway............wm....

some random pics...

while my mum was measuring the cloth for tis tis tis reason...look at wat bambi did to disturb my mum..
bambi on my bed.............
my children's work!!!
our group's periscope!!!
skillssssssss

Super Junior Marry U MV

2007-11-13T23:53:00.001+08:00

omg!!!! eeteuk!!! I DO!!!!!

071108 Super Junior - Marry U at M!Countdown

2007-11-10T04:08:00.001+08:00

1st perf of a song from suju's 2nd korean album titled 'Marry U'!! love it!! cuteness!!

anyband - talk play love / promise you ( full 9 mins cf mv )

2007-11-10T04:04:00.001+08:00

samsung cf feat. Epik High-Tablo, BoA, TVXQ-Xiah Junsu and Jin Bora..this mv/cf is nice!!

AnyBand Making Film

2007-11-10T03:46:00.001+08:00

samsung cf feat. Epik High-Tablo, BoA, TVXQ-Xiah Junsu and Jin Bora

CSJH The Grace - One More Time,OK?

2007-11-05T21:09:00.001+08:00

the original version of the song...it is the title song of their 1st korean album which was released in May'07 if im not wrong...both ver. are nice...CSJH fighting!!!

Tenjo Chiki - One More Time, Ok

2007-11-05T02:55:00.001+08:00

omg!!!csjh fighting!!!

2007-10-17T21:27:00.001+08:00

Forever Love...TVXQ..

TVXQ's 14th Japan single!! Forever Love..wow...its a nice song...their vocals...i need not explain any further...e vid is e best explanation...but somehow..i dunno y..i can't seem to post e vid straight from utube..seems smth lyk i did not verify my google account or smth..well..i dunno how to fix e prob..so...so be it..i will post it under e vid section in my blog...watch it...its wif eng subs...helps u understand e meaning of the song..

i've got some pics to post as well..there's a new doughnut shop which opened a few days ago opposite e mrt stn nearest to my hse...i wonder how long it will last though..it took over e bread shop which is e oni shop which sells edible bread in my area...e other edible shop closed way before it...den a new one opened few mths ago i think...it sux...disgusting bread dey selling dere..so im left wif tt oni shop if i ever wan to eat some bread..but it closed too!!! wth....now become doughnuts...and e remaining bread shop...eew....i dun wan...guess may hv to buy bread from wm instead..sian....haiz..oh..abt e doughnuts..i dun think its nice...dey r having a promo now..buy 6 get 1 free..i bought 6 ytd and got 1 free..it doesn't taste nice...dey seem to taste e same..all e doughnuts...oni e mango and longan doughnut left a better impression...i bought tiramisu, mocha, melon (which is honeydew actually...but i couldnt taste e honeydew though..), durian, mango wif longan and frutti (wif a strawberry on top) doughnuts....seriously..oni e mango passed....e rest............................... .......... oh...e free doughnut i chose was..apple doughnut...didnt get to eat it though..cos my mum insisted on keeping it for my bro...yucks..still do u think i would keep a nice doughnut for him??? NEVER cos...i pinched e apple and ate it...y shld i be so nice and leave a yummy looking doughnut for someone who doesn't deserve it at all??? wahahahaaahahahaha....evil laughter...

n i kinda of lyk tis chocopie i bought from value shop...its v sweet but its quite nice...its marshmallow in e middle! wif chocopie around it... =D yum!!!

n i started my new job and i would always go anchorpt to eat instead..cos i did not want to stay in e place where im working as i would feel so stuffy...need to walk out of it n breathe~~~~~ anchorpt is under renovation though...but e basement is opened alr..e food court..koufu is v nice...e way dey designed it..but e air conditioning is too cold~~~~~~well i tried their western food..and juz took e pic of it cos i felt lyk it..its chicken chop spagetthi..

on 06/10..celebrated eda and xy's bdae at cineleisure..we dined at e new korean restaurant..e food is yum! and wat's more yum abt e place is...e screen dey hv n e vid tt dey play....when we went dere...dey were playing TVXQ DVD!!! from their 3rd korean album ver D....wow..i couldn't concentrate on eating..juz kept staring at e screen...when i arrived..its was e O jung.ban.hap perf...wow..changmin....e camera was on changmin!!! perfect timing!!!!! XD

here are e pics..

the name of e doughnut shop....

the doughnuts............e 1st row middle doughnut is e mango wif longan doughnut..oni 1 tt passed

my free doughnut..apple doughnut..looks nice rite...i pinched e apple from e middle...

chocopie!!! e white part is e marshmallow...sweet but nice!! XD

chicken chop spagetthi..e spagetthi is nice..but i dun really lyk chicken chop..so... =D

guess tt's all i hv to say..btw...i changed my hp..lyk finally..and i'm loving it! been listening to lots of songs recently..n super junior's 2nd korean album is out! Don't Don..i will put e vid in e vids sect..and a*mei's new album is not tt bad and f.i.r's new album seems nice....wow...im listening to chi songs again...after so long... =D oh..b4 i forget...ak started tis new online shop selling 2nd hand things...www.orangeorangers.blogspot.com hope i got e link rite though...do visit it... =D

ooh..i've been watching korean dramas....there's tis drama...Hello! Xiao Jie...not tt bad..its funny but towards e end..i lost interest in it and skipped to e last disc instead...n e drama abt e surgeon bong dal hee..tt is nice...but i didnt watch e whole show..juz watched a bit when my sis was watching and when she's not ard..i watched e last disc as well...wahahaha... XD

tt's all~!!!

2007-09-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

juz 2 pics..

my changmin hp strap and shu mei's jaejoong hp strap..
i'm new...

2007-08-10T05:01:00.000+08:00

..............

ok..i meant to blog abt Steven Lim and Xiaxue but i realized that there's smth wrong wif my layout...some parts are missing when i view it..so..spent abt 40mins fixing it..which means changing it..ok..im not an IT savvy so took me tt long..i noe ppl out dere can do it real fast..so..watever...speaking of watever..i juz watched tis self-cam by the infamous Steven Lim.

i was reading xiaxue's blog and came across an entry of her's where she posted an edited vid of Steven Lim criticising her cos she blogged abt him as one of the top 7 most disgusting bloggers in sg..to me..i find tis vid kinda ridiculous by Steven Lim..i mean the original one..not e edited ver. Xiaxue posted in her blog..i suppose all i can say is tt Steven Lim sure has loads and never-ending amount of self-confidence..we all noe wat he refuses to noe..wahaha...

oh...and i think Steven Lim has created himself a slang...chicken pie...cuckoo..waDDever...ugrry...dusty??...i think e cuckoo is more of a jingle..wahaha
eat potato/jiak kentang = ang moh...haha.... -_-'''
n when he used vulgarities...i wonder who is he shouting to...haha...or rather...is it me or did anyone hear someone opening a door in e vid??? -_-''

shan't tok anymore abt it...enjoy his vid....... =D

2007-06-08T12:00:00.001+08:00

ONLINE SHOPPING??

recently alot of ppl are starting up this online shopping thingy..some of my friends started theirs on blogspot or livejournal..dey are selling a variety of things..clothes, accessories, shoes..hmm..i wonder how many ppl visit their sites and how much do they earn..as in..is the business or idea or things they made themselves etc..is the whole idea lucrative anot...if it is..den maybe i should set up one too..but wat can i do??? wahaha..no money for start up capital oso...haha..n dun think i will be free to do all these things..haha...but if i really set up one...hmm..how abt online tuition?? how much can be made from there?? oh dear...i cant be sharing my ideas here...gotta credit me if anyone out dere decides to use my online tuition idea..wahaha..typical singaporean..muz keep ideas to myself and be the 1st to do smth..wahaha...ok..maybe i shld help those friends of mine to promote their online shopping sites..wahaha..they are all from my course!!! come'on..ech ppl are not juz plainly childcare facilitators..beat tt mind-set!!! ech ppl can do lotsa stuff!! n rmbr i said tt we were filmed in one of our lectures?? the prog has started..its on Channel U, every Tuesday at 9.30pm i think..its some prog called smth internship..haha..cant rmbr e title n i oni rmbred e eng title..haha...ok..here goes the sites:

for accessories:
http://viv-isual.blogspot.com/
*tis is the site by my pri sch best fren...now in the same course as me!!! =D)*
http://beadsandends.livejournal.com/
*tis is by my fren in my class now.. =D)*

for shoes (i think its shoes.. =D):
http://rainbowshopping.blogspot.com/
*n they hv a link to another site where they sell male shoes..haha..look under their links..its called "unknownproducts" i think..*

for clothes:
http://trends4you.blogspot.com* tis is also by my fren in my class now... =D)*

ok..i need to charge advertising fees liaoz..wahaha.. XD

think tt's abt it..actually wanted to blog smth else oso..but forget liaoz..so..gg eat now..so hungry...later still hv to do proj...siannnnnnnn..haizzzzzzzzzzzz.... =(

2007-05-30T22:29:00.000+08:00

BAD FAMILY / TREE IN HEAVEN

i finished watching the korean drama Bad Family (불량가족) last friday..its a nice show..the storyline is kinda non typical..its abt this family who owns a big shopping mall and the whole family was planning to go on a holiday but the vice president of the company who embezzled the company funds comes to look for the president to ask for a second chance and not report him to the police. The president refuses and he left with his family in the car. The vice president chased after them and because of him, the president's family had an accident. Their car overturned and the whole family dies except for their youngest member..the daughter of the president who managed to survive the accident. Although she survived, she refused to remember anything about her past or what happened due to the shock she had from the accident. Her only relative, her mother's brother, who is her uncle, feels that it was not a normal carelessness in driving which caused the accident and is determined to do all he could to make his niece regain her memory..he contacts a guy who was kicked out of the underground society, to come up with a fake but similar family and emvironment for his niece in hope that it would help her in regaining her memory so that she could recount the accident and put the vice president behind bars.

that's, i suppose a quite detailed intro of the show..then the whole show is about how ppl who were initially not on good terms live, go through and share the problems that they had and how they lived and cared for each other like a real family although they are not related in blood..and how they protected the young girl and treating her like she was their real family. The story is quite heart warming and its nice..so are the songs in the show...and also...Kim Heechul from Super Junior is in the show..though he appears very little in the begining, but eventually he appeared more and more...ah...heechul ah.... v^^

then after that show i watched Tree in Heaven (천국의 나무), another korean drama..well this is a very typical korean drama storyline...cut short..step brother and sister loves each other..one of them dies in the end..shan't tell u who died..u hv to watch it for yourself..though a typical basic storyline but there are some differences in the show still..like its koreans living in japan and its filmed in japan..and the male lead is not a rich guy but still rich cos he joined a gang and was like a big brother in that gang..so tt explains the money..haha...n i like tis show despite the storyline, the acting ability of the cast is very good!! and the songs used, the dialouge between the male lead and the female lead is very good...its has a reason why the male lead says those words as in...its like a main point of the show...a motif...good!!! and how they filmed it is very nice..all the snow etc...good......love tis show..oh ya..another reason..thank goodness its a short drama...12 eps oni...phew~~~~cos if the storyline is so typical and the show is like so bloody long..den i would most probably not want to contd watching the show..i would hv watched the 1st ep den skipped to the last ep...so lucky tis show oni 12 eps..i watched it all...did not forward at all..wahaha....nice...n i cried from the 2nd piece of DVD onwards...esp the last disc (3rd disc) of DVD....cried the whole disc...3 1/2 hrs crying...omg....haha...its really nice!!!!!! watch it ppl!!!! wahaha......... XD

p/s: some lines from the show that i like..

1. Norl ji keh chul keh..miduhyo..young won ni...

(i will protect you..believe me..forever)

2. If your feet's not cold, then your heart's going to be...

aww..tis show is really nice..... ^^v

ok..gonna post some pics...first pic..The Contract btw me and belinda...abt her not siging in to msn from mon to fri..loser will have to do punishment..well its over and i LOST...shit man....so i hv to do the punishments...argh...dun wan tok abt it..wahaha...... XD

another pic...recent class pic taken during last CDEV 2.1 tutorial...we had to bring soft toys..tt explains the soft toys everyone had... XD mine was a bear...supposed to be white but it got yellow over the years sitting in the cabinet...hehe... =D

oh..n i took a personality test recently..about what animal my personality most resembles..hehe...my result was a bear..and it's like 100% accurate for me...hehe.... XD

oh...n im gg to be on TV!!! actually its my whole lect grp...we went for DLE lect as usual but when we reached, the lect said we are gg to be on TV and there was a woman holding a camera and filming us!! we had to design..well more of like set up a learning corner for children..they are there to film us for the whole lect...like how we go abt doing the corner and why we had certain features in our corner...im gg to be on TV!!! and it was a last min thing..we were expected to set up a corner with last min notice and with vvvvvvvvvvvv limited materials....my grp chose to set up the Science corner...im proud of e whole lect grp...everyone as we were capable of setting up a corner despite the limited materials and last min notice..hehe...fighting!!! XD

shall post some pics den..hehe..not only my grp's Science corner..but the other corners oso..hehe.. XD

our science corner.. the tree...

its real leaves and pebbles we got from the 1st floor of our blk...see...so limited materials till we had to go downstairs to get more materials...

spider web!!!
us at our corner...
parent's corner..
art corner..natural corner..
computer corner.. math corner 1..
math corner 2..
cosy corner..
reading corner..they got the shoe rack from outside the rooms and brought them in for their corner..u can see the racks..its behind..hehe.. XD

that's about all...spent lotsa time blogging and looking for the pics for the korean dramas..hehe...ah..watch e shows!!! its nice!!!

fighting!!

2007-05-20T00:06:00.000+08:00

Five in the Black

Tohoshinki(THSK) aka TVXQ...THSK is the short form for them in Japan..TVXQ is for Korea..actually they have alot of abbrieviates..well..anw...the main point is...I'VE GOT THEIR 2ND JAPANESE ALBUM - FIVE IN THE BLACK!!! yeah!!! its so nice...i like the songs...but actually mostly the songs are heard before as they are released as singles..haha...there is a total of 13 songs...n all 13 songs are nice..though some were realeased only in the album..but its really nice...they tried new genres and improved greatly in their articulation... XD i especially like the song "約束" ..i dunno why..but its nice..so is "Proud", "Hello Again" etc..its worth the money..so buy it ppl!!! wahaha.... XD support ORIGINAL pls...wahaha... XD

TVXQ fighting!!!

ytd i had SCV lesson..which means Social Community Values..i think that is wat it stands for..wahaha... XD n we had an open debate on the topic: Singaporeans are COURTEOUS and CIVIC-MINDED
my group was AGAINST the motion..and there was no win no lose..juz debate on the topic..den e class was given time to voice their own opinion whether AGAINST or WITH the motion..hehe..well...what do you think?? are you AGAINST or WITH the motion?? its kind of a sensitive topic to talk abt on the net so i shall juz stop here...well the main point of the whole lesson was about teaching young children correct values etc..hehe...so..shall not carry on with tis topic...gonna move on..

today's work was well..as usual...i juz wan to get tis outta my chest...so bear wif me for awhile..
here goes:
argh...can u stop gg inside the counter..u stand outside for awhile cannot ar?? every week i go every week i hv to stand outside..very sian leh stand outside...den stand outside time pass so damn slow...let me stand inside oso la..do beads time pass faster..unknowingly some more...stand outside...so slow....n knowingly some more...more sian...argh...but i cant blame u though...cos u juz started working there not long ago i think...juz still e typical newbie kind of excitment in many things..lyk e responsibilities...etc...argh...i hv to endure it.......sian.....n i think somebody else oso coming...e shop ppl lyk all changing except for one person i noe still dere...argh tt somebody else lyk oso work for abt 1 yr i think...argh...muz i endure another person oso??? argh..........sian.....i seriously am thinking abt a change of environment...but its alwasy easier said then done....wtf.......argh....................=(

phew~~~tt was quite long isnt it..wahaha...alamak..y am i asking qns...dots...anw...hmm...oh ya...WEI aka ak...wahaha..he dun lyk ppl call him ak..so fine...WEI juz started his fan club...haha..dots...he say he start for fun..cos his fren hv so he wan oso..haiz...bo liaoz...wahaha...n i joined some more..haiz..wahaha...n i asked my frens to join oso..n oni 2 join...i tell dem is nth de...juz join to help him increase e no. of ppl...den dey say join lor...wahaha...dey all stun when i say wei started his fan club....everybody first qn was "FOR WAT??" haha...wei's ans: "NTH" wahaha...chee.................................anw...wanna noe more abt him /his fan club called WEI FAN CLUB go here...www.desired-wei.blogspot.com for more details..wahaha..lyk advertisment...

ah...n i wan tok abt the school's internet connection...last yr e connection damn good...so fast n efficient...now??? SUPER DUPER LAGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG N SLOWWWWWW.........INEFFICIENT.........haha.....wth gg on wif e sch...dun lyk it....if say cos juz start sch so abit prob den nvm...but so long liaoz...1 mth liaoz.....e sch so inefficient meh??? or dey doin it on purpose...if dey doin it on purpose den its really stupid and irritating.....many ppl rely on e sch's connection n dey r doin tis??? alamak...feel lyk scolding vulgarities...cannot....muz control....argh.....dey shld fix e connection and make it as good as last yr or even better den last yr...NOT WORST den LAST YR.....haiz....

coming monday im gg start teaching in my centre as part of my attachment...omg...1st time im gg to teach children n e planning of lsn plans is driving me crazy...cos my children too young n activities all limited...but it doesnt matter...i chose the age group myself n im gonna make it!!!! i have to anw...argh...hv to pass FP!!!!!!!! ah...cannot tok much abt FP on e net oso...haha...sssshhh...shall stop here abt FP......

hmm...guess tt's all to update abt...shall be back when i feel lyk it...haha..or not lazy...or hv smth to blog abt...hehe... XD

2007-05-08T12:16:00.000+08:00

GRASSHOPPERS in BUGIS

went out with csm n ak on sat to watch 200 pounds beauty at dhoby gaut..but dere dun hv..n i was late oso..actually supposed to go museum to see TVXQ pics wif ak..but i was late..so nv go..haha...sorry~ anw..dhoby gaut dun hv..den we go bugis..bugis oso dun hv...but beside e place where dey sell e movie tix, there was a stage n the hongkong group GRASSHOPPERS was dere to sign their concert tix in SG!!

me,csm,ak were once fans of GRASSHOPPERS and e song we all noe...宝贝, 对不起..hmm..instead of fans..i suppose we were juz fans of tt particular song?? haha...sorry GRASSHOPPER fans out there..well, there weren't much ppl at e signing session...we could get real close to e stage n its e 1st time i can see the artist clearly when im not on stage..haha..n e age grp of fans were relatively not young..hehe..well, they started so long ago when i was sooooooo young....understandable tt the age grp is higher...=)

well, abt e 200 pound beauty..we did not get to watch it in e end anw..cos we went into cold storage in bugis n took e straits times and walk inside e supermarket n flipped to Life! section n started to find e time slots of all e movies in e cinemas..actually trying to find 200 pounds beauty..which cinema still showing it...conc. NONE..haha...too bad..in e end we took a bus to esplanade n juz walked ard, and bought ice cream..its those hmm..how do i describe it..u see alot of this in orchard..those uncles n aunties drive e motorcycle wif ice cream..some ring bells oso..hehe...we bought e ice cream n it was e 1st time ak ate such ice cream...haha...fortunate boy...hehe...anw....we walked thru n fro in marina square trying to find our bus stop n csm was e one leading e way..wa...walk so long...finally reached n me n ak took 77 back to bb n csm took 171 home..ah..end of e day...

hmm...now in FM which means Financial Management..not listening...n yeelin is struggling to understand wat e lecturer is trying to teach....wa...e lecturer lyk teaching wat i took to learn in 2 yrs in 1 lect..no wonder yeelin dun understand...n she so bek chek...wahaha...n me n eda keep hi-5 cos we learn b4 liaoz...wahaha...lucky i understand though...its juz need to refresh memory...once i stepped out of the exam hall in Nov 2005, i sent all my knowledge of POA to England and returned to my teacher...wahaha.....didnt expect tis module in tis course....but....once again...lucky i learn b4 liaoz...wahaha....appluase!!!! hehe.... XD

2007-04-04T03:35:00.000+08:00

super junior

started to like super junior for some time now...my fav among them is the leader teuki~ teuki~ EETEUK!! there are 13 members in super junior..besides eeteuk, i lyk eunhyuk, heechul, sungmin, kangin, donghae, shindong, hmm...cant rmbr...haha..anw..they are funny and cute and eloquent..compared to TVXQ i noe i lyk TVXQ more!!! changmin oppa fighting!!! i suppose instead of singing and dancing, i lyk super junior is because of their cuteness and funny-ness in shows..they are really very funny and natural in front of the camera and in variety shows..ah...cant compare TVXQ wif suju..they are different styles..fighting everyone!!!

i changed the videos..finally..hehe..its a cut from suju's kiss the radio where eeteuk and eunhyuk are the DJs and they are playing with the camera..left is eunhyuk right is eeteuk..clearer description-eunhyuk wif the red ribbon eeteuk wif the white tie..its a sweet video cos at the end eunhyuk says, "eeteuk i love you," and eeteuk says, "eunhyuk ah hyung loves you too.." eeteuk is the hyung as in older brother..well he is the oldest among super junior and TVXQ..heechul is of the same age as him too but eeteuk is 9 days older then heechul...if i nv rmbr wrongly..9 days.. XD

kind of down lately..sometimes during the day i will feel so tired..not physically but mentally..lyk..i cant stand it any longer..lyk..its reaching my limit..or..im exploding..?? suddenly amongst all these feelings i will hv the sudden thought of......ending it??? ah..feel lyk i really cant carry on...juz wan everything to stop....to end....omg.......i feel lyk im suffocating sometimes...
wanna breathe freely...

this smth i wanna ask my mum...

难道我活该倒霉活受罪..?

2007-03-14T17:38:00.000+08:00

EXAM RESULTS!!!

ah..juz checked my exam results...well...i did not fail anything!!! thank goodness!!! XD i need not retake any modules...phew~!!! yeah!!! yr 1 CLEARED!!! moving on to my 2nd year...haiz...its gg to be another tough year ahead...haha.... XD all e best to me~!!!

i cant stand e piece of shit at hm....shit man.,....omg...ah...need a job tt i can work for a long period of time...even till i start sch...ah...any recommendations??

tt's all~!! shall blog again next time...wahaha.... XD

TVXQ fighting!!

2007-03-09T00:09:00.000+08:00

MY GOODNESS~!!!

ah...ever since The King & The Clown or The King's Man..i liked LEE JUN KI~!!! ah...talented and handsome~ haha....n i juz watched an interview of him from korea's prog..mnet wide...aww...he had hard times...poor thing n he cherishes wat he has now....n he loves his grandmother...his grandmother passed away before his 1st movie..she passed away in e process of filming...n he has a story abt his earrings....its always e pair of cross earrings...those cross pendants were his grandmother's which he took to make into earrings...his grandmother was a devoted christian....ah...so filial...n they showed clips of him in 2004 and his audition...ah..i didnt know tt he could dance...n his legs are very flexible....soft...my goodness...haha....ah.....LEE JUN KI sshi...FIGHTING!!!

after LEE JUN KI...i went to ak's blog which he kept bugging me to go when i was watching LEE JUN KI...haha....he updated n wanted me to tag...read his entry n he said he dreamt of his daughter...ah...n he wants to hv 5 kids....he said his daughter was cute with big shimmering eyes.....cute....hmm....well....total different feeling when he shared abt his future daughter wif me n shu mei....wahaha........... XD ah...better not say too much...otherwise he kill me how????

oh....n besides LEE JUN KI n TVXQ....another group which i find not bad....at first..i didnt hv good impression of them...but after shu mei influence n recommendations...of watching their show...FULL HOUSE...not e rain full house...its...SUPER JUNIOR FULL HOUSE!!! ah...they are funny,cute,n building their career in many areas...not juz singing n dancing....not bad...i lyk LEE TEUK, KIM HEECHUL, EUNHYUK(LEE HYUKJAE-Xiah's best fren), HANKYUNG, etc.....not bad...they are natural...and heechul....he is so damn funny n dramatic...haha....n he is lyk jaejoong n lee jun ki...possess a girl lyk face....hehe...pretty u can say...hehe....XD

ah....y oni korea hv such guys??? handsome,natural,talented,...etc...ah...sg let down sia...wahaha....XD

TVXQ, SUPER JUNIOR, LEE JUN KI fighting!!! XD

2007-03-06T18:09:00.000+08:00

IM BACK!!!

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO SHIM CHANGMIN!!! i noe im way way late in blogging about changmin's bdae...but...it's the thought tt counts!!! ah..TVXQ started their 2nd Asia Tour...7 countries W/O SG!! argh....anw...through various fancams and reports..caught a bit here and there of how the concert was...n e solo perfs....omg!!!! xiah's sexy dance...ooh.....n he danced n sang his own written song-My Page...so did U-Know..his song..Spoke Man (i think e title is spelt lyk tt..???) feat. Donghae from Super Junior...n once again..jaejoong's powerful voice...his solo perf to the song-Crying...n micky sang an english song-One Last Cry..his younger brother attended the concert too...and my changmin solo perf to a really jazz~~~y~~~ song-When I First Kissed You...aww...melts me down with his sexiness~~~~yikes!!! n he did not go off tune...its the style of the genre...wahaha....sexy~~~ <3

n i found this...Changmin Singing Collage a fan made for his bdae...i love it!!! click on the user and you can find jaejoong's singing collage too... <3

ok...as promised.....im gg to blog about Ayumi Hamasaki for augustine....cos he blogged about TVXQ the other time....see...i kept the promise..its juz the execution of the promise was a bit late...wahaha.... XD

ok...tt's it....a very late happy chinese new year to all!!! n i really hate the 'shits' in my life...driving me up the wall.........assholes...........................................................ARGH!!!

ah....shu mei bdae coming...10 march...happy birthday~!!!!! saeng chuka hamida~!!!! XD

2007-01-29T16:21:00.000+08:00

TVXQ singing Disney's "A Whole New World"

omg....they are singing in english!!! ah...they sure have good pronunciation!!! esp. changmin and micky's english!!! impressive!!! and the arrangement of the song.....good...catchy~!!! LOVE IT!!! here is the lyrics..the video is under the section "watch here" .....the 1st video!!! enjoy!!!!

TVXQ's "A Whole New World"

[Micky]
I can show you the world
Shining, shimmering, splendid
Tell me, princess, now when did You last let your heart decide

[U-know]
I can open your eyes
Take you wonder by wonder
Over sideways and under
On a magic carpet ride

[Hero]
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

[Xiah]
A whole new world
A dazzling place I never knew
But when I'm way up here
It's crystal clear that now I'm in a whole new world with you

[Max]
Unbelievable sights
Indescribable feelings
Soaring, tumbling, free-wheeling
Through an endless diamond sky

[Hero]
A whole new world
A hundred thousand things to see
I'm like a shooting star
I've come so far
I can't go back to where I used to be

[Xiah]
A whole new world
With new horizons to pursue
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

[Hero]
A whole new world
A new fantastic point of view
No one to tell us no
Or where to go
Or say we're only dreaming

[Xiah]
A whole new world
With new horizons to pursue
I'll chase them anywhere
There's time to spare
Let me share this whole new world with you

ah...such a nice song...love it...i really love it...XD

TVXQ fighting!!!

Changmin oppa fighting!!!

2007-01-22T16:56:00.000+08:00

about today....

picture blogging again!!! haha...we were in the lib discussing proj and after tt i played with belinda's hp...nokia N73...haha..i played with her functions...editing the pictures....so fun...i tried out using eda's pic!!!

before!!!!

after!!! im a genius!!! wahaha....XD

then ak sms-ed me n i told him tt i played wif belinda's phone and very fun...den he say...N73 fun rite? YES!!! haha...so fun...but lag...haha..too high tech...den lag ba??? i dunno...haha...but its a good phone...no doubt..XD

den we took pics too!!! at the blk 52 lvl 5 where we go for lessons.....b4 CHN lect...

belinda & me...actually got eda..but kena cut away...wahaha...too bad..XD

yeelin, me, belinda and eda!!! finally eda nv kena cut!!!! haha...XD

eda sticking out her tongue...failed experiment of wat jaejoong taught on how to take nice pics...

argh!!! vomit!!! eda act cute!!! haha....oops...lalalalalala....XD

i took this....nice rite??? i lyk...shoe racks outside our lect room...we cant wear shoes into e room!!! haha...XD

i suppose tt's all!!! haha....oops....no ayumi yet..................haha...searching of pics in progress.........please wait while the entry constructs...wahaha.....XD

oh ya....im in lect now and there are grps presenting....CHN lect...child health nutrition...n im blogging!!! ssh...secret!!! n 1 of e grps their presentation is named HAPPY FAMILY!!! argh!!! copyright!!!!! haha.....XD

2007-01-19T17:47:00.000+08:00

finally....

SHEN QING MI MA SILENCE

i finished watching this show like some time ago...my sis juz bought the dvd and i watched it...nice show!!! zaizai(zai2) shuai sia....wahaha...n i realized tt he got real skinny in this show...there was a part where taught this oby swimming and was doin warm-up exercises n the wind blew his jacket and saw his waist...omg...so slim...wahhaa....n his acting really does improve with every show he acts...not bad...clap clap...wahaha....XD

the show is about zai2 n e female lead...Da Chang Jin tt LianSheng...anyone noes??? haha...i forgot e name in chi...anw...she acts as a gal who lost her voice in an accident..but she is not dumb...her organs are all working properly....dey dunno y she juz wouldnt speak...anw...she met zai2 at a hospital and dey spent 1 wk together and they hv a secret code...secret place where dey met and hung out...dey oso had a quiet place in the hospital where dey would spent time listening to zai2's fav song...den dey were separated as zai2 changed hospital...b4 tt dey had an agreement...dey wrote a letter to each other and made a pact to come abck at 2006 X'mas day to reveal e letters....so...13 yrs later....dey met each other not knowing tt dey are who dey are...a series of happenings brought them closer and also tried to break dem apart...e only thing tt linked dem 2gether was the 1 wk worth of memories and e secret code n place...den...zai2 realized tt he had only 3 mths left of life..as he was suffering from liver cancer...last stage...thru all odds...dey finally got 2gether and zai2 spent his last days wif her...but she doesnt noe of his sickness and zai2's father still tries to break dem up.....making e gal leave zai2.....but zai2 is dying!!!! will dey finally be 2gether when zai2 leave this world??? will e gal finally speak b4 zai2 dies??? ah.....anybody interested can watch e show frm utube i think....well...i hv e dvd~~~~lalalala...wahahaha.....XD n i took e pics frm e dvd....credits to e show!!! haha....XD

in lib...proj time...

e pics are taken at diff times when we did proj in e lib rooms...but it was e same room...we booked e same room...lvl 5 room pearl...hehe....XD

my lappy wallpaper!!! proudly done by NEO YEELIN!!! during CHN...cant rmbr which CHN...but it's not filled with so much icons now....i MOVED dem...cos e sight of SO MANY WORK makes me sick...wahaha....n its starting to cover my oppa~!!! wahahaa...XD

FOOD!!! juz some food we bought to eat in e lib while doin e proj...n e stupid uncle keep walking around e area...see see see...sian....make it so diff for us to eat...wahahaa....XD but we still ate anw...XD and eda....u nv gib me all e pics lor....i noe missing quite a few....u owe me rocher now!!!! shldn't hv given u.....shld hv checked first...wahaha....XD i will come after u for e missing pics!!!! watch out!!!

n today in e lib....

well...no pics...oni got video...but i scared e video block e side of my blog leh....maybe i put it by e side....muz watch!!! belinda spill water on herself!!! wahaha...so funny!!! and eda explaining how she spilled e water....belinda's jeans was wet and like she pee-ed...wahaha....XD

today b4 gg to lib for proj...

today is 2nd day of NP open hse!!! jasmine, lai ying and qiu ling came!!! met dem...brought dem to canteen 2 for lunch...n b4 gg to canteen 2...went to meet eda at her cca booth...eda played a game b4 gg and we took pics at ehr so-called ship..which to me and belinda...doesn't look like 1 to us...wahaha....e pics!!!

oops....e other pic looks stretched!! haha...cos i adjusted e size...wahahaa....so...does it look lyk a ship to you??? haha...but it took great effort to build this anyway...clapclaps!!! XD n e fan belongs to qiu ling..she bought it from thailand and it has pics of DOLPHINS...yeelin's fav....haha...XD

den at canteen 2...i ate western...jas,lai n qiu queued wif me...jas ordered 1 chicken chop and i small spagetthi...she brought it back to e table and left to accompany qiu n lai who changed their minds and ate italian instead...i told xy,bel n yl...i think so..if i nv rmbr wrongly..hehe...anw..i told dem tt e 2 plates were for 1 of my juniors oni and dey said, "huh? eat so much ar? she 1 person?" haha...i told dem "ya" and i went to find dem...den jas told me...she tot bel bought 2 plates is 4 herself n tt she could eat lyk tt....so she bought 2 plates...den she realized bel bought 4 2 ppl...not 4 herself...haha...den she malu cos she eating 2 plates!!! haha....malu...XD she tot my frens didnt noe abt it but i told dem already!!! haha...double malu...XD

as im blogging....i juz got chased out by 2 ppl frm e room cos i stayed beyond e time i booked it...haha...n b4 tt...i chased ppl out...wahaha....malu!!! haha...XD

so tt's e end of my blog entry 2day...haha....shall be back again soon...XD

ps to ak: i will blog about ayumi when i find enough pics n heard her songs...actually..i heard 1 of her new song....didnt get wat e song meant...quite boring rather....haha...oops....=x no offence!!!! wahaha.....TVXQ fighting!!! haha.....n e video dere for u go listen de....kangta n vanness...scandal....not bad...tt song...catchy.....haha.....XD

TVXQ fighting!!!

AYUMI gambateh~!!!

haha....XD

2007-01-18T13:40:00.000+08:00

Xiah on Xman

i actually posted the videos but it blocked the side of my blog so i removed it....so pek chek...cos lappy lagging and the connection oso lag...sian....so i shall put the url instead.....click it and watch it!!! damn funny!!! wahaha...i oni watched this part....the dodgeball part...i didnt watch e full epi though...but this part is funny...wahaha....XD
it has 2 parts...

Part 1:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=gMV0ib2s8gU&eurl=

Part 2:
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=loiQlwtp0H0&eurl=

and many thanks to boon shuang for giving me this new blog skin!!!

2007-01-15T20:15:00.000+08:00

BLOG HOPPED FOR THE 1ST TIME
DAMN PISSED PEOPLE!!!!

I was doing my project with Eda in the library and ak called. Thank goodness we booked a room and when ak called I was so shocked when he told me about this. I went to this person's blog and I was screaming and shooting vulgarities in the room. Eda was shocked when i started screaming and she came and looked at my laptop. Both of us saw the entry and I was so DAMN PISSED!!! Eda asked me to cool down and she was kinda scared that i was so ANGRY!!! HERE IS WHAT IT IS ALL ABOUT!!!

I wonder if you all can see the entry. Go to this link, his BLOG:

http://nuhsnehz.blogspot.com/

his name is LIM ZHENSHUN

FROM HIS JANUARY 15 2007, MONDAY ENTRY

AND I GAVE HIM CREDITS. DID I NOT? SO I DID NOT PLAGIARIZE.

I am so writing this entry to shoot him back. He is going too far. Who is he?

How much did he get for his English? C5

I got B3

wan to compare?

FUCK OFF JACKASS

Sorry if I am using vulgarities against you. But it is you who pissed people off so fucking much that they are doing this to you. Ever think of WHY people treat you this way? Ever asked yourself WHY? Stop this nonsense of BLOG HOPPING and taking out what other's wrote and put them in and make an ENTRY of your OWN.

And excuse me, my english is SINGLISH??? You CLAIM that you TRANSLATED what I wrote into proper English...my goodness...it was just PURELY SUMMARISING AND REPHRASING what I wrote,

IF YOU ARE NOT HAPPY WITH AUGUSTINE THEN JUST GO TO HIM AND TELL HIM

STOP BEING A COWARD AND USE OTHER'S WORDS TO INDIRECTLY EXPRESS YOUR DISPLEASURES TOWARDS HIM

WHAT'S MORE, USING HIS FRIENDS TO INDIRECTLY SHOOT HIM

THINK THIS IS FUN? HOPHOPHOP? ARE YOU A BUNNY? IF YOU ARE, THEN A VERY UGLY ONE INDEED

GET A LIFE

FUCKER

STOP ALL THIS CHILDISH ACTS

ITS JUST GETTING NOWHERE

UNDERSTAND?

YOU ARE JUST MAKING THE WHOLE WORLD TO DISLIKE YOU EVEN MORE

YOU KNOW WHAT PISSED ME THE MOST? THAT YOU ARE TRYING TO TEST THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN ME AND AUGUSTINE

STOP USING ME OR HIS FRIENDS TO HURT HIM OR ANNOY HIM

YOU ARE MAKING THINGS WORSE

YOU ARE SUCH A HYPOCRITE

AND CONFRONTATION WORKS IF YOU KNOW HOW

so i suppose that's just it..actually wanted to blog about Shen Qing Mi Ma de...something..but this asshole just got to spoil my day...WTH........

i shall blog about Shen Qing Mi Ma when I'm in a better mood...

FUMING WITH ANGER NOW........

PISSED

2007-01-08T19:44:00.000+08:00

tell u a secret.....

last fri...i was in the lib wif eda...then i was on msn conv. wif bek...den she said smth.......

cant see rite? i type out e conv...

bekku:
gg off to airport soon

mrs shim:
u gg overseas?

mrs shim:
den mon come back?

bekku:
ya lor

bekku:
i gg back indo

bekku:
got family prob

bekku:
dat's y 2dae oso lazy go skul

bekku:
ya..haven pack my luggage$

mrs shim:
really???????

mrs shim:
u really gg????????????????

bekku:
ya...dun ask me buy stuff hor

bekku:
no time

bekku:
haha

bekku:
then the assignments i duno can finish or not

bekku:
haiz

bekku:
i sunday nitez then reach sg

mrs shim:
u really gg????????????

mrs shim:
i tot u bluffing me leh....................

mrs shim:
wa

mrs shim:
so good

mrs shim:
keep gg airport

mrs shim:
keep taking aeroplane

mrs shim:
i oso wan

bekku:
ha ha

bekku:
bluff u la!!

bekku:
=P

bekku:
i gg airport fetch my fren...

bekku:
she staying at my house.

mrs shim:
.....................................................................

see........tt wat bel did to me.....oso got when she play with y hair...so painful...i free den post e pics n vid...lazy now...wahaha.....but e 2nd time she play wif my hair not so pain liaoz...oso got pic..wahaha.....n today joyce play with my hair....belinda no.2.....damn painful....wahaha.......XD

e pics u wan see clearer u can save dem.....den see it in its actual size??? i dunno...or maybe u can juz click e pic den it will enlarge??? i dunno...nv try b4...wahaaha....XD

tt's it!!! wat i wan tell abt bek...wahaa.....stay tuned to dongbangworld.blogspot.com!!! wahaha....XD

2007-01-05T17:20:00.000+08:00

LOADS TO SAY...

there is loads for me to say...to update abt the on-goings of my life now...well..where shld i start?

how abt e start of e unhappiness in my poly life..

well..i hv no idea y this sem is lyk tt la..late for every lect tt starts at 8am in e morning...or rather every morning lect...sian...for wat reason dey start so early...for wat?? sian...den i late lor...wa...not tt i wan to but hello..its sem 2 means i've been working for like so long le...non-stop...as in...every sat n sun...every sat n sun..tired lor...both physically n mentally...imagine la...u hv to study frm mon-fri...long hrs n its really long...den after tt u hv to do proj n assignments...exams...etc etc etc..school life in short..den sat n sun u cant rest..u hv to work..sometimes 10.30am-10pm sometimes 1pm-9pm sometimes 1pm-10pm...u think its easy??? im sorry its hella fucking NO!!! its damn tired lor...trust me...den go hm i hv to do projs again...sian...dun do e nxt day i go sch...my goodness...imagine e reaction frm my frens who are my team members..i say i tired leh...not enuff slp...dey think i toking shit...wth...its true la...nv do is not smth i wan...who dun wan to finish thier work?? who dun wan to faster finish it den can dun care abt it liaoz??? tell me la who dun wan??? i oso wan to get things done i oso wan to be on time for sch...but wth...maybe it may be excuses to some but hello...its not for me..try spending every sat n sun working...mon-fri study..its like totally no rest time for me...not time to relax...no time to de-stress...tis kind of tiring life...half study half work has been gg on for how long le?? let me count..april till now...9 mths...how's tt??? who can take it?? im trying my very best to cope liaoz...for goodness sake be more understanding...den cos i always late..one of my fren cum up wif tis ignoring thing...my goodness!!! ignore ur fren is smth which i think is damn childish n its lyk taking ur frens for granted...u think tt dey will be dere..cum up to u n ask y u lyk tt etc etc etc...dots....i dun lyk to ignore my frens...cos e longer u ignore e further u will drift apart frm ur fren...den u lose 1 fren..even if u patch things up...life wont be e same...so i nv lyk to do this...lyk a taboo to me...k back to e story...fren A starts to ignore me n fren B...why?? cos we r always LATE n always gg home LATE...den sometimes when late SKIP e lect instead...den ignore...to me it was lyk WTH?? for a reason lyk tis?!?!?! den when u start to try to be earlier..fren A starts to tok to u again...den when u late again...ignore again...wat is tis??? some kind of game??? well...me n fren B expressed wat we felt n thought to our other frens n 1 day...confrontation btw e 3 of us n fren C...nite b4 tt day...i told my mum everything n even cried to her...den i felt better...on e day of confrontation...i felt no anger n stuff..i was ok le...so k..case closed...

wondering y go hm late???
reasons: 1. dere is a piece of shit at hm
2. no net at hm
3. sometimes dere's 2 pieces of shit at hm
who's e piece of shit??? dun ask me again...cos it kills to admit such facts...shit 1-eldest bro shit 2-father
ah.....feel disgusted at these facts now...sian....

its a long story y dey r shit...haiz...too long to be told in 1 entry...maybe when i feel lyk it den i tok abt dem in my blog...yucks...it feels lyk dey r dirtying my blog even by mentioning dem...disgusting...

back to poly life...

den fren A n fren C had a conflict some time after e prob btw me n fren B...den ignoring game starts again...wth...den one day...fren A sms fren C n den...whoala...patched up again...but e feeling is still weird...atmosphere...i dunno....den one day..suddenly fren A starts to ignore e whole grp..show attitude...black face...wth...den when asked y she was lyk tt..e ans: nth......
carried on lyk tis for i dunno how long..till 1 fine day...ME finally cannot take it anymore...sms fren D who was wif fren C n E...telling dem tt i wan a CONFRONTATION wif fren A...tis cannot go on...n it was 2 days b4 hols tt i decided on it...dey agreed n so...e nxt day...1 day b4 hols...fren A was behaving like so isolated...lyk we ostracized(watever e spelling..e meaning dere can liaoz..XD) her...sitting alone..walking alone...etc...den we had lunch b4 we did our projs..n she showed attitude thruout oso...haiz...den confrontation starts...first tok abt me n fren B...details later now is fren A...k...we asked her y was she behaving lyk tt for e past wk??? she said nth...omg...everybody scratched our heads in frustration..beat our chest...wa...gek lor....dun wan say dun wan say...expect us to guess..omg...den suddenly!!!! fren F scolded fren A!!! n its really scolding!!! raised her voice n her face was scary!!! but still e same...nth......wa.....can die..wahaha....den fren A said to read her blog..k read...den ask qns again..den i said cos after e time where fren A ignored me n fren B...den patch up...i felt uneasy n so not me when fren A n me converse..den fren F ask fren A if she felt e same...fren F said yes..k..sigh..moved 1 step..wahaha...k...den...eh...tok tok tok...blah blah blah..cant really rmbr now...cos it was b4 hols...haha....den...went lib do proj but probs not solved yet!!! n when we wanted to leave...fren F asked fren A smth i think n fren A gave i dunno...not clear abt tis part...aniwae..main pt is fren F damn fierce n scary sia..wahha...grab her lappy n walked very fast...omg...scary!!!! den spilt into our grps n went diff rooms in lib to do proj..but everybody damn gek sia...in my grp...fren A not in my grp..in e room vent our anger...tok very loud...discuss...express our gek-ness..haha...so funny...den sms e other room...tell dem finish proj come our room cont...den finally prob solved...claps everybody!!! wahaha....den things got back to normal again...thx goodness...haha...XD

k abt me n fren B

y go hm late??? eh...for me...cos i dun lyk to go hm....y??? i dun lyk e ppl i c when i get hm...sorry im not dose fortunate children who are born in fortunate families...my parents may be still together but its oni in e eyes of e law....dey r as gd as divorced...y??? their relationship now sux...juz lyk e relationship btw my father n my famil...sux...rotten relationship now...i dun even tok to my father....tok oni when neccessary tt type...n my bro??? he's as gd as dead to me....useless piece of shit....he is 26 tis yr...achievements in life: 0 ZERO....none in his name....no gf..no wife...no children...thx gdness he is still single...dun create more probs...cant even support himself expect a family frm him???my goodness....he has no stable job...or rather no job at all...26...hp bills??? my mother is paying...or rather..he had a line but didnt pay e bills..so disconnected...now still owe e bill...den now use my mother line n phone...he using but my mother paying...hello!!!! im 18 tis yr...n im paying my hp bills myself...supporting myself....tt's y i work...cos my mother cant afford to support me...as in my expenses...she has enuff debts to clear not to mention paying for my hp bills,expenses...she was forced to resign frm her prev. job by smth damn unfair....tt ladyboss...i hope tt company FOLDS ASAP....den she looked for another job...cashier at a supermarket...part-time...not enuff $$$ earned to pay for e expenses for e family...so..cannot go on...change to her job onw...food court...sell food...better pay...ok...life got slightly a very slight better...better den when she was working as a cashier...now she pays for my transport..bus stamp...k..1 expenses down for me...i pay for my hp bill n expenses..but i dun earn much u noe...$4.30/hr n every sat n sun...y i work??? not for anyone but for MYSELF...no work no $$$...MONEY MAY NOT BE EVERYTHING BUT MONEY IS SOMETHING...den nov i keep sick cannot work...wa tt mth pay damn little sia...cant survive...after paying my hp bill...sian....haiz...oh ya...shit 1(bro) depends on my mother...take $$$ frm my mother n doesnt find a job..when found a job...still wan to sian dong sian xi..complain tis complain tt...wth...O lvl got such a BAD result...cos tt time was his rebellious stage...didnt study hard...took it for granted...wth...still expect much frm others when dere isnt smth in u worth others to gib much...my goodness...quit tt job...den how???? who gg to support u? my MOTHER...omg....how useless...26 yrs old...spends every single day at hm...morning to night...7 days a wk...24 hrs a day...USELESS.....plays game every single day..my mother scolded him in chi..everyday play tt game like it will grow money for u like tt....haha...nice one mama!!!!haha...n my father..selfish piece of shit...my goodness...i dunno how to describe it...or maybe im getting kinda lazy now...long story...really...LONG story....in short...dey r SHITS!!!! e top 2 ppl in my list whom i DETEST!!!! who wans to go hm n c tt shit 1...it smells.......n e moment i step into e hse...throw temper...show attitude....y??? cos im hm.....who wans to receive tt kind of thing EVERY SINGLE DAY??? ignore him la ignore him la...ppl might say...but sorry....ignore 1 day...2 days....EVERY DAY i will CRACK UP.....so I HATE GOING HOME...........i dun hv a happy family....i dun hv a rich family...i dun hv a worries-free family...i envy those happy families i see when i work or walk along e streets or among my frens....those families where the siblings are close n in good relationships wif each other....e parents loving n caring to e children n family....SORRY I DUN HV THOSE.....................................................................................

n now sch...recent events which make me feel lyk screaming STOP IT!!! regarding PROJECTS...INDIVIDUAL WORK.....its my life...i live it my way...k...i muz think of my oter members and how dey feel when i did not do my ind work on time...etc....i noe n i got think...spare a thought for others....ya...I NOE...im not a kid...i noe how dey would feel....but keep repeating it......I'M SO SICK N TIRED OF ALL THESE...its irritating me....FOREVER ITS OUR FAULT....FOREVER ITS ON OUR PART TO THINK OF HOW THEY WOULD FEEL...but WHAT ABOUT US??? how we FEEL??? when such attitude...reaction keeps on repeating....i dunno how to phrase it to exactly phrase how i feel...wat im not happy abt...k....i rmbr le...wif sum helpful reminders frm fren B...I LIVE NOT ONLY FOR YOUTUBE...YOUTUBE IS NOT EVERYTHING....YOUTUBE IS NOT THE ONLY POINT I AM LIVING IN THIS WORLD FOR...i dun like it when im seriously doin my work n when fren C called me..i told her tt i was doin my ind work..she totally didnt believe n insists tt i've been youtube-ing....wth.....so my efforts now is SHIT oso la....den wat for ASK??? when tt is wat u already DEEPLY BELIEVE IN.....might as well keep on believing n dun ask me......think wat u already THOUGHT....doin my projs...ind work...assignment is not for ANYONE...but for MYSELF...when i hvn do my part...i dun need to see any faces...any attitude....hello....its not e END OF THE WORLD...n its still some time to the due date...WHY IS IT ALWAYS ONLY OUR FAULT??? THINK ABOUT US....HOW WE FEEL....we FEEL too.....its like...i dunno if wat i typed has really expressed how i feel but...i hope somehow it did...cos..if i dun let it out somehow...i would feel so....feel like SCREAMING...CRACK UP..cant take it anymore...BE MORE UNDERSTANDING...there are so MANY things in LIFE to do...n for me there's alot...WORK,SCHOOL,n i hv to go HOME n face SHITS....yucks...when i cant get things done, i hv e reasons...REASONS...not EXCUSES....im not BULLSHITTING...dun look at me or treat wat i say as TOTAL CRAP...tt seriously PISS me...its like...i dunno how to say..juz BAD...

CONCLUSION: BE MORE UNDERSTANDING..THINK ABOUT OTHERS N NOT ALWAYS YOU, YOURSELF N YOU...DUN EXPECT THINGS TO PROCEED AS HOW U WANT IT TO BE...COS THERE ISNT ONLY YOU ARD...THINK ABT E THINGS TT OTHERS HAVE TO DO...NEED TO DO...PLS FOR GOODNESS SAKE DUN FORCE US..STRESS US..EXPECT US TO LIVE OUR LIFE YOUR WAY...COS IM SORRY BUT ITS OUR LIFE..............

abt gg home...i noe tt im very fortunate to hv a roof over my head...whole family stayong together..i hv my father n mother still living in this world...which is a blessing n smth so much more fortunate then others...i shld be grateful tt i hv a home to go back to cos some ppl in this world...in SG not hving a home...a complete family...I CHERISH WHAT I HAVE...I CHERISH WHAT IS WORTH CHERISH-ING...i love my mother n my sister...i cherish dem...but i v no feelings towards my father n brother...i dun hate dem or love dem...juz 2 HUMAN BEINGS IN MY LIFE....AT HOME...but still i dun like to go home n see them dere..i cant possibly lock myself in my room FOREVER...i cant possibly PRETEND TT THEY DON EXIST IN MY LIFE...THEY DO...N DISGUST GROWS IN ME WHENEVER I SEE THEM...i wonder sometimes how will i react when 1 day they really dun exist anymore.....i hv no idea...i dun even noe if i will cry for them.........i really seriously dunno....dun ask me...cos i dun hv the answer.........

i noe perhaps some frens when reading this entry might feel offended or stuff like tt....but SORRY....i've juz got to let it go from me.....its killing me to keep it INSIDE....dun ask me to repeat...cos i cant...once i've voiced abt it...i wont noe wat i've said....as in forget....SORRY IF THIS ENTRY OFFENDS ANYONE....BUT I JUZ GOT TO LET IT GO...SERIOUSLY.....

2006-12-14T17:07:00.000+08:00

TVXQ Prince in Prague Photobook Promotion TV_DVD

they are so cute and handsome!!! but....changmin oppa...your hair....big prob..wat did u do????

2006-12-14T16:26:00.000+08:00

[PV]Step by Step

omg!!!tvxq new jap single!!! step by step!!! yikes!!! haha...XD changmin so cute!!!

2006-12-13T09:36:00.000+08:00

DBSK- When We'll Be Together- Winter SMTOWN [badstar]

their single in the SM Town Snow or Winter or wadever album!!! their song~!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!!! XD

2006-12-13T09:32:00.000+08:00

[M/V] SM Town - Snow Dream

YIKES!!! new song!!! new cd!!! new things!!! christmas!!!!! XD merry christmas!!! XD

2006-11-23T16:38:00.000+08:00

DBSK 3rd Album Ver.D DVD Exclusive Story 2 - Secret Code

as promised to belinda...here's the interview...damn cute...my changmin oppa is so mature....XD jaejoong is so cute...haha....XD

2006-11-22T11:40:00.000+08:00

VACATION by TVXQ!!!

ooh..finally the episodes are up in youtube...or rather they hv finally put it out on sale...but only available in KOREA....again........but its in ver D of their 3rd album i think....haiz...why dun juz lump everything together....easier to buy....see la....wait for 1 ver B in SG oni wait for so long liaoz....then now got so many more versions.....how to wait........haiz....i will cry ar............omg................haiz....anyway....i will buy watever they hv in SG....as long as its TVXQ...wahaha.....XD

VACATION episodes sequence:
1st epi - Yunho - Cassiopeia
2nd epi - Changmin and Junsu - Beautiful Life
3rd epi - Jaejoong epi - The Way u Are
4th epi - Yoochun epi - Eternal

there are oni 4 episodes and the videos i blogged from youtube is the full epi....20mins plus per video...so perhaps it might take some time to load...pls be patient and ENJOY!!! haha....it has eng subs oso...good rite...good...credits to user Sanbi from youtube...wahaha.....XD