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Thursday, August 28, 2008

[SUB] Tenjochiki - I'll Kiss You @ 5:56 AM

i love this song.. XD

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Sunday, August 24, 2008

[HQ] 080815 SMTown - Taemin Solo Dance Front View (fancam) @ 2:43 AM

can you guess how old is he?

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Saturday, August 16, 2008

[SUB] Tenjochiki - Stand Up People @ 11:15 AM

so after cutie pajama party with suju-h..its time to stand up, people! with csjh in their party!!! XD

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Super Junior Happy - Pajama Party MV (en) @ 11:14 AM

damn cute..eeteuk!

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DBSK Messages to Changmin on his BDAY @ 11:03 AM

this has warmed my heart and i teared abit...aww...love TVXQ! love changmin! fighting!!! XD

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Tuesday, August 12, 2008

@ 4:17 PM

email..

i received an email on the 11th august from boon shuang...

this is what she sent to me...

so very sweet of her.......... ^^

thank you!!! <3>

really surprised me...thanks!!! ^^

and..i would like to blog about my bdae but..im a little bit lazy at the moment cos vodafone keeps disconnecting for no reason...kinda irritates me..seriously..n M1 cant fix the problem for me..wth...haiz..

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Friday, August 08, 2008

@ 11:36 AM

I HATE MY FAMILY

I HOPE I GET RUN DOWN BY A CAR LATER AND LEAVE THIS PLACE FOREVER..

ON THE EVE OF MY BIRTHDAY..

I SHALL BE 18 FOREVER...

this is so childish and irresponsible to think of and even speak of...n to think tt i actually say tt i dun like irresponsible ppl in my prev entry..so..does it mean tt i dun like myself too?

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Wednesday, August 06, 2008

@ 11:57 PM

botak jones...

today, celebrated bs and my bdae at bb botak jones...hmm, the food was quite nice but i didnt like the ceaser salad or watever way it shld be spelt..it didnt taste nice to me..maybe cos im not used to that type of taste? it tasted sooooo....yucky to me..haha..but eda, bs and xy said it was nice and ok..not so bad....EEW to me though..haha..i paid $1.10 (cos we shared the salad) and ate 1 piece of lettuce..haha..YUCKS!!! the taste seriously shocked me...yl oso paid $1.10 but she ate more than me cos she say she wanted to make full use of her money, as she is broke, although she didnt like it oso..haha..

i ordered cajun chicken..i think its spelt this way, well, everyone ordered cajun chicken except for yl who ordered fish n chips..and hers came first. she had to wait for everyone's food to come before she started eating..imagine..cold alr..not nice anymore ba..hehe...

here are the pics of the food.. :P

the ceaser salad tt came first...eew..it doesnt taste nice to me...

yl's fish n chips came next...big fish! :P n i realized tt e lemon is meant for e fish not e sauce..i always tot it was meant for the sauce...

y is there a sour plum in a cup of lemonade, or was it lime juice...???

cajun chicken!!! it was yum!!! :P

double layer u see!!!but it seemed tt the more i ate mine, it got from 2 layers to 1 layer???

clean plate..except tt i didnt like the raw lettuce...hehe...

cards for me and bs...

notice tt white thing dere? its supposed to be my 'ang bao' for my bdae present.. :P

introducing the bdae gals... XD

eda, xin yi, yee lin, me and boon shuang... :P

bel left early though..so she wasn't in the pics...

n i really dun like irresponsible ppl..tis is e first time i experience someone being so irresponsible..seriously, dun bite more than you can chew..if u cant do it den dun talk big..

leaving things in a mess and done halfway den making others clear ur shit for u..might as well u dun do anything in the very first place..leaving everything undone and undecided at the very last min..how so very RESPONSIBLE...

i dun understand y..i dunno y too...every year my bdae seems so unpleasant to me..i mean the planning process...y is it tt during my bdae there is always so much disagreement n stuff...i dun seem to see that in other's bdae.....maybe its true that i really cant get along with tt person..juz..i knew it all along...we can nv get along...u are so not my type for a friend...[bel, relax..i dun mean u.. :)]

den again...she can dun go to other ppl's bdae celebration but ppl DIE DIE MUST GO to hers...i mean, not tt i oso wan ppl die die muz come..but i mean...y is it tt she can do it to others but others cant do it to her? so damn unfair and ridiculous..

n she can make a bloody big fuss when ppl not gg to hers..wth..

i dunno...maybe we really cant get along at all...

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@ 1:21 AM

enlighten me..

1. What is the meaning of 'family'?

2. What is the point of having a 'family'?

3. Am I doing a sin for not cherishing my own family?

4. Am I doing a sin for hating my family?

5. Then again, what have they done for me? What have they given me? Or am I supposed to be the one always giving?

6. Life, shelter, food, neccessities...they gave me these because they are punishable by law for not doing so...?

7. What is 'love'?

8. What is parental 'love'?

9. How do you know that you are being 'loved' by your parents?

10. Am I doing a sin for even complaining about my family?

11. Is it wrong to be angry about my family? Is it wrong for not cherishing my family? Is it wrong for not being grateful that I have a family?

12. Am I in the WRONG?

enlighten me...please...

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