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Sunday, January 13, 2008

@ 10:09 PM

siannnnnnnnnnn

argh..i really hate assignments..projs..exams..etc....like so seriously....

well. i sure do hate alot of things in my life recently. dont i?

im supposed to be doing my math lesson plan for tml but..well..i've got no ideas. anyone out there wants to help me?

n im gg to have a sleepless night again when i have to prepare for tml. shit. but i so want to slp. at least this wk is white space which means : NO SCHOOL.................................................except for wed when i have to go back for a 3hr ITA practical........oh man....i hope the teacher does movie maker tis wk..den i can slp in the practical.....oops..im not showing off here.....hehe.... :D

oh well.. im watching e.h.b ep 9 with eng subs now...n its loading damn slowlyyyyyyyyyyy...ah.......i shall fin this ep today...no matter wat..since im alr at e 2nd last part..haha

well...changmin is gorgeous!!!!! eeteuk is funny!!!!!! love TVXQ n SUJU loads!!!!!!!

oh...have been listening to mariah carey's songs recently..my old time fav singer since i was sooooo young... :D i think no one can beat her..she is the one n only~~~~~~~fighting!!!

anw...i realized that she has a number of songs to encourage people, inspire people..i dunno. but i feel that way. her songs set me thinking....for example, she has a song titled, 'I'll be there'. and there is a line, "where there is love, i'll be there." well, i guess for me it would be, "where there is love, i wont be there." and also, "just call my name, and i'll be there." well, who's name should i call when i need someone there and will that someone really be there for me? oh well........just thinking.....perhaps im just too emo these few days....or recently.........................haiz

but i really like her songs though... :D

ok.....i've got to faster fin watching e.h.b so i can concentrate on my math lsn plans.......shit...can i run away from fp? i serioulsy hate having so many things to do...and things arent improving in my family life...duh....like when has it been better? haiz......

im currently being cold to my mum..i dun care..maybe she might think that she is the one who is cold to me..but..nvm. its the same anw..we are being cold to each other.

n she called me last nite when i was not home yet. i reached home at abt 1am cos ikea closed at 11 and i did not take cab..wow..now she is showing her concern is it? chee.....like so rarely....... watever....maybe i have been expecting too much in the past and got disappointed too much till i dun care anymore. even when she finally showed me smth, well, im gg to be ungrateful and not appreciate it as well.......................watever...family life has never been smth pleasant in my life anyway.....

ah......got to fighting for school so i can graduate with flying colours...haha....and then i can RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING and then LIVE MY OWN LIFE HAPPILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! with NO obligations to smth called FAMILY....wahahahahahahahahahahahaha..........................................

I HEART SHINHWA <3