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Wednesday, January 30, 2008

@ 4:34 PM

Hacktool.Rootkit

I'VE SERIOUSLY HAD ENOUGH OF FUCKING VIRUSESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY

just now..i scanned my phone memory card and they detected a virus called W32.Gaminna...smth like tt.....den i open my threat history and guess what i saw...

Hacktool.Rootkit Deleted 1/29/2008
Hacktool.Rootkit Deleted 1/30/2008

its more than this..im juz giving a brief picture...

wtf...since ytd my anti-virus has been deleting these Hacktool.Rootkit from my com....

i really really really dun like this Hacktool.Rootkit...

den i went to symantec webpage and it said...

Risk Level 1: Very Low

.....................

the description of what it is...

"Hacktool.Rootkit comprises a set of programs and scripts that work together to allow attackers to break into a system. If Hacktool.Rootkit is detected on a system, it is very likely that an attacker has gained complete control of that system. All files that are detected as Hacktool.Rootkit should be deleted. Infected systems may need to be restored from backups or patched to restore security" (symantec.com webpage, 2007).

goodness....i seriously dunno how serious this virus is..i really dunno

the ppl at the helpdesk said that it is a virus stronger than normal viruses..that it stays in your com...it can be detected and deleted....

tml, im gg to the helpdesk and fix everything..i wan to hear no rubbish. i wan straight to the point and i wan relevant help and not nagging or stupid talk..or pushing of blame to me..

fuck...im damn pissed that my com has such fucking stupid shit..i dun need the ppl there to make things worse for me....

I'VE HAD ENOUGH

PLS DON'T TEST MY PATIENCE

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Sunday, January 27, 2008

@ 1:19 AM

i've had enough

wtf...i really had enough...VODAFONE, CAN U PLSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS COOPERATE ANOT?????????????

bloody hell..i vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv fucking pek chek lor

how long u need to load 1 fucking page? forever ar?

n sometimes even better..e fucking connection dun wan to move....sign me out of msn..dun wan to load my explorer...wat's more..even before signing me out..cant even sign me in

FUCK

M1......how much fucking time do u need to improve e situation?? i really vvvvvvvvvvvvv pek chek alr u noe anot???

goodness..everytime i go n ask u gib me e same fucking answer, "Oh, there is a lot of ppl using so the traffic is congested."

THEN??

u oni noe how to gib me tis type of STANDARD ans ar??

DO SOMETHING!!!!!!!!!!

i really dun feel like continuing signing tis thinggggggg...after 6mths..when e contract is up..i dun think i wan continue..WITH SUCH SERVICE???

NO THANKS.

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next:

wed when i was in lecture, my lecturer asked for our opinion..

she showed us what we will be having in yr 3 sem 1

2 options:

1) INTENSIVE

1 month - 2 modules, 6 PROJECTS

3 months - FIELD PRACTICUM

2) SPREAD OUT

2 months - 2 modules, 6 PROJECTS

3 months - FIELD PRACTICUM

1 sem = 4 months

so..tell me wat is ur choice?

she told us tt she is concerned abt tis and asking our opinions..

BUT

we gib her our opinions = never gib at all

WHY?

cos..everything we say she has got a "reason"

then wat for ask?? tis one cannot tt one cannot? den wat u wan???

think we ROBOTS izzit??

DO YOURSELF la..........

sian......im super afraid of yr 3 lor.......im so scared i cannot cope....omgggggggggggggggg

shan't think abt it anymoreeeeeeeeeeeeee

watever comes, comes....

arghhhhhhhhh

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THURSDAY

went to sch with e whole day of submitting assignments and presentations / tests / mini speech

haiz....was alr vvvvvvvvvvvvvv pissed the whole day alr

when i was gg home, my mum called and asked me to go buy my dog's food...ok...i was pissed cos she talk so bloody soft and so slow response.......argh...pissed me off SO much

den i went to shop n save n tis fucking cashier

how dumb can u be???????

i put my dog's food dere..i was talking to my mum on the phone...den tis uncle came wif his 2 children and queued behind me

TELL ME: WHAT SHOULD THE CASHIER DO NEXT?

ANSWER (WHAT THE CASHIER DID): SHE SCANNED BOTH MY ITEMS AND THE UNCLE'S ITEMS

DUMB anot????? when she was taking his items i alr said, "SEPERATE." CLEAR CUT rite???

very difficult to understand ar? SEPERATE.

n still so FRIENDLY ar..gib e uncle plastic bag....ignore my "SEPERATE."

FUCK LA.

anw...would a cashier juz scan 2 customers' items together???????

FUCK.

and she still dare to look at me and with a straight face: "$4.65"

FUCK U...

den i was DAMN BLOODY FFFFFFFFF PISSED OFF.

i said rather fiercely, "MINE ONLY THIS LEH."

GUESS WHAT SHE FFFFFFFFF REPLIED?

"Huh?"

then the uncle oso bit agitated.

he said, "NONONO. mine only these (pulls the things he was buying which was Pretz - 2 boxes towards himself). SEPERATE. DIFFERENT."

then 1 fucking IDOTIC uncle behind this uncle said, "WHY DON'T THEY PAY TOGETHER?"

FUCK YOU UNCLE! I DO NOT EVEN KNOW THAT UNCLE. WHAT DO YOU MEAN "PAY TOGETHER?" U WAN TO PAY TOGETHER, U PAY LA..

MIND YOUR OWN BUSINESS...FUCKER.

then the cashier said smth which really PISSED ME OFF.

i was really at the brink of EXPLOSION.

this was what she said in reply to tt nosey uncle, "THAT'S WHY."

WHAT DO YOU MEAN "THAT'S WHY"?

I DO NOT EVEN KNOW THAT UNCLEEEEEE???? U FUCKING BITCH!!!!!!!!

SO, YOU ARE SAYING, YOUR WHOLE QUEUE OF CUSTOMERS, U SCAN ALL OF THEIR PURCHASES IN 1 BILL. THEN ALL THE CUSTOMERS GO OUT OF THE SHOP AND SPLIT THE BILL????????????

WHAT FUCKING NONSENSE IS THIS??

HOW DUMB CAN A PERSON BE?? IM REALLY ENLIGHTENED SOOOOOO MUCH.

i was so bloody pissed, she shld count on her lucky stars that i did not explode then and shout for her manager to come out..fucker...when she gave me my change i just TOOK it and left w/o saying "thank you" or give a slight nod which i normally do. she shld count on her lucky stars again that i did not SNATCH the money..

FUCKING BITCH.

she better be transferred to another outlet the next time i go there...im so pissed off.

then, as i was walking back home..i got more n more pissed i could not contain it anymore. i called shu mei and screamed through the phone while i was walking. there was relatively a number of people walking but i DO NOT CARE. i still SCREAMED N SCREAMED. i was soooooooooooooooo FUCKING PISSED OFF I HAD TO SCREAM IT OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you shu mei for listening to me..sorry i was screaming...cos i was really damn pissed..

this is so rare of me ok...to be this pissed...

my temper is really like a volcano....erupts once in a blue moon...

ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

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Friday, January 18, 2008

TVXQ-Purple Line Rehersal @ 12:39 AM

omg...changmin is in white e one in white w/o cap or hood...ah..he is sooooooooo HOTTTT...droolssssssss

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Tuesday, January 15, 2008

SNSD - Kissing You (Male Version) @ 8:50 PM

........the audio is just tampered to be of a lower pitch to sound like boys...

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Monday, January 14, 2008

[MV] Kissing You -SNSD feat Donghae [Eng sub] @ 9:22 PM

DONGHAE!!!! is so cuteeeeee!!! handsomeeeeeeeeeee!!!! he and tiffany make a cute couple!! hehe... :D

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Sunday, January 13, 2008

@ 10:09 PM

siannnnnnnnnnn

argh..i really hate assignments..projs..exams..etc....like so seriously....

well. i sure do hate alot of things in my life recently. dont i?

im supposed to be doing my math lesson plan for tml but..well..i've got no ideas. anyone out there wants to help me?

n im gg to have a sleepless night again when i have to prepare for tml. shit. but i so want to slp. at least this wk is white space which means : NO SCHOOL.................................................except for wed when i have to go back for a 3hr ITA practical........oh man....i hope the teacher does movie maker tis wk..den i can slp in the practical.....oops..im not showing off here.....hehe.... :D

oh well.. im watching e.h.b ep 9 with eng subs now...n its loading damn slowlyyyyyyyyyyy...ah.......i shall fin this ep today...no matter wat..since im alr at e 2nd last part..haha

well...changmin is gorgeous!!!!! eeteuk is funny!!!!!! love TVXQ n SUJU loads!!!!!!!

oh...have been listening to mariah carey's songs recently..my old time fav singer since i was sooooo young... :D i think no one can beat her..she is the one n only~~~~~~~fighting!!!

anw...i realized that she has a number of songs to encourage people, inspire people..i dunno. but i feel that way. her songs set me thinking....for example, she has a song titled, 'I'll be there'. and there is a line, "where there is love, i'll be there." well, i guess for me it would be, "where there is love, i wont be there." and also, "just call my name, and i'll be there." well, who's name should i call when i need someone there and will that someone really be there for me? oh well........just thinking.....perhaps im just too emo these few days....or recently.........................haiz

but i really like her songs though... :D

ok.....i've got to faster fin watching e.h.b so i can concentrate on my math lsn plans.......shit...can i run away from fp? i serioulsy hate having so many things to do...and things arent improving in my family life...duh....like when has it been better? haiz......

im currently being cold to my mum..i dun care..maybe she might think that she is the one who is cold to me..but..nvm. its the same anw..we are being cold to each other.

n she called me last nite when i was not home yet. i reached home at abt 1am cos ikea closed at 11 and i did not take cab..wow..now she is showing her concern is it? chee.....like so rarely....... watever....maybe i have been expecting too much in the past and got disappointed too much till i dun care anymore. even when she finally showed me smth, well, im gg to be ungrateful and not appreciate it as well.......................watever...family life has never been smth pleasant in my life anyway.....

ah......got to fighting for school so i can graduate with flying colours...haha....and then i can RUN AWAY FROM EVERYTHING and then LIVE MY OWN LIFE HAPPILYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!! with NO obligations to smth called FAMILY....wahahahahahahahahahahahaha..........................................

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Friday, January 11, 2008

@ 3:15 AM

HATE

i really hate the word 'FAMILY'. it has NO meaning in my life. i HATE it ALL. even the one i thought i would nv HATE and is the oni true one i have...now i think i HATE her too...............WHY?

i DO NOT know WHY. perhaps its just ACCUMULATED HATE or ACCUMULATED ANGER. i DO NOT know.

i SO HATE HOME now. 'HOME'. another word which i HATE. another word that has NO meaning in my life. i SHLD cherish tt i am given a HOME. BUT. im being an ungrateful gal and im so HATING it. im SORRY.

to tt someone. not e one i thought i oni HAD. wat do u noe? u noe NTH. and u are the one who is SELFISH. and RUDE. and SICKENINGLY IRRITATING FUCKIING STINKING SUCKY YUCKY DISGUSTING CHILDISH STUPID IDIOTIC BLOODY FUCKING BITCH. sometime. i feel like beating you up. but i always hold it in. perhaps, tt is a wrong decision. tis is not the 1st time im saying this. I HATE YOU. like TOTALLY.

wat are FAMILIES for? i hv no IDEA. irony is. i have a module on sg FAMILIES. im studying abt sg FAMILIES but i TOTALLY DO NOT understand my own FAMILY. i wonder if mine is even called FAMILY.

i am SICK n TIRED of EVERYTHING. I WANT TO RUN AWAY. from EVERYTHING. i want to move out. i want to run far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, far, AWAY from EVERYTHING.

i've not told anyone about what im gg to say now. well, who's interested anyway? shld i even say it out now? who bothers to read anyway? all ppl can say when they see my entries is, "so long and wordy. i lazy to read."

well. if anyone bothers to read anyway, i shall just say it out. u can say im seekng attention. maybe tt's wat i seriously need. esp from who i really want it from. i cant believe it. i think i HATE her yet i want her attention. im CRAZY.

point is. recently, i've been thinking alot about this. to DIE. maybe its just a rash thought. something that i think is the best way to run away from whatever i was stressing about at tt moment. maybe i truly feel so. but i regret the next moment when i've calmed down a bit. then, when i start stressing or thinking about the problem again. i feel that way again. perhaps, i've got no point in my life to live for. not even ONE. whatever i've done or am doin. NOTHING is appreciated. EVERYBODY just forgets EVERYTHING. maybe i should too. maybe i should forget EVERYTHING. maybe i should just GO. who cares anyway? it does not make a difference. maybe they would even feel happier. wow. finally. no one to fight with for the laptop. or vodafone. no one around for you to call SELFISH. or whatever you want to call. NO ONE anymore.

then again. after ranting about it. i regret. feel that it is very foolish. but when the same thing happens again. i feel again.

perhaps, HER biasness is KILLING me. is DISCOURAGING me. is BRINGING me DOWN. is DRIVING me CRAZY. is SO MAKING ME FEEL LIKE GOING.

i know people might say that im being silly. rash. foolish. ETC.

BUT. in the 1st place. who cares? no one bothers to read anyway.

since no one bothers to read.

what am i typing for then?

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Sunday, January 06, 2008

Super Junior laughing sounds @ 5:39 AM

i cracked up at yehsung's laugh...

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Super Junior's Propose (Eng sub) @ 5:22 AM

AHHHHHH!!!! YES!!! EETEUK!!! I DOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!! nvm...i cook den!!!!!!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! XD

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Saturday, January 05, 2008

@ 10:23 PM

hi all!

ah..long time nv update..n the 1st thing im gg to say isssssssssssssssssss:

I'M SICK!

i was feeling sick when i was on the bus 61 coming home from bel's hse..n tt bloody bus...broke down many times along e way..smth to do wif its engine i think..keep re-starting...vrooooooom vrooooooooooooommmmmm~~~~~~

den when it was 2, 3 stops before bb int, it finally gave up..e bus driver told all e passengers to alight and board the bus 106 tt was behind and stops at bb int as well..so...we all alighted and boarded tt bus..ooh.....i tot we were suppose to have some complimentary ticket or smth???

anw..i was feeling sick alr..den waited for 945...boarded and went to buy chips...n checked my pay, paid my m1 bill...ah...while i was walking home from shop n save i was sweating...cold sweat i think..when i reached home..i couldn't take it anymore..took off my jacket and told my mum i was feeling sick..she touched my forehead and said tt it was cold...den she asked me to eat rice, take panadol and slp...she said tt i was lacking slp...always slping so late..i changed and ate a little bit of rice, ate my kit kat from yl and ate my dried pear from uncle titbits..after tt..i really could not hold it in anymore..went to e toilet and then.........................."VOMITTTTTTTTTTTTTTT"...everything i ate after i reached home came out again......................omg................

den i ate panadol and flu tablets.....den slpppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp

b4 i slp, i sms my supervisors tt i couldnt work..........etcetcetc........den dey told me later tt i need not go work alr...cos dey asked someone to come instead...so.....

i slept e whole day today............woke up at 2plus, ate my chips from ytd while watching a movie den went back to slp............woke up at 9plus 10 and here i am...wanted to blog but my mum came back wif food...ah...full...den she gave me e chi newspaper abt mc king..n i juz fin reading it while i was blogging....ah........life is so unpredictable..so everybody...lets cherish wat we have n live everyday to e fuuuuuuuuuuuuullessssssssstttttttttt :D

hmm.....i dun rmbr wat else i wan to blog abt and uploading pics is really tiring when u use smth called vodafone.................bloody lagging thing.......m1 shld really improvise on it...so slowwwwwwwwww....haiz.........

still.....i wan to say...vodafone vodafone vodafone..pls load utube asappppppppppp :D

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Tuesday, January 01, 2008

DBSK [Fanvid]- Shim Changmin Power to the MAX. @ 3:04 AM

HEAR MY CHANGMIN SCREAMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!

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