e actual vid...my skills have definitely improved~haha..im praising myself..lalalalalalalalalalalalala =P
the making of the vid i made for bek...i seriously think my skills have improved..wahaha =D
omg...e mv is out!!! :D
arghhhhhhh....teuki fighting!!! i wan watch e showwwwww!!! assignments go away so i can utube till i shiokkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk~~~~~~~
my changmin is a genius...
lyrics by: changmin
composed by: micky
我的累, 有谁知道? 除了需要我的时候找我,有几时是你真心关心我的? 你心里果然没有我。我要逃离这一切。
i wan to run away from everything...can i? i've had enough...everybody juz shut up can? stop it can? i am dead tired, damn sick n tired of everything alr...damn pissed off alr...have a damn lot of fucking things to do with so damn fucking little time alr..im serious..i've had enough alr...
im so fucking stressed out im crying now...happy?
stupid projs....r e lecturers dumb or wat? put everything together..think we robots ar? so pro u all do urself la....................................................
I HATE IT
ok ppl, im feeling so 'argh' now...i really am.........
hate me ppl......yes...........hate me........
quit toking among urselves n hate me............yes..............
thanks for considering abt my feelings n avoided coming to me n screaming at my face...but still........
hate me...........i noe all of u do..........
hate me...............................................
thanks..............im such a loner now............thanks so much...........................
yes....hate me ppl...........hate me.....
juz a very short and quick update....
yes..e person i was talking abt in my prev entry has made LOADS of changes...improvements..watever e word is...anw, main point is..I'M PLEASED!!! this is GREAT!!! i'm lovin it!!! =D
n i juz came back from shop n save and prime. went to get e ingredients for my lesson tml..yes ppl..its vvvvvvvvv last min..but i cant help it..im busy with other things...den mum is soooooooooooo not supportive or encouraging...at least she supported me financially..wahaha.meant she gave me e $$$ to get e ingredients..n im starting to feel tt its kinda waste of money to buy e things for tml..cos almost all e ingredients..i dun use it at home at all..like..wasting my money for tt 1 lesson with e kids...hmmmmmm......
anw....slept after coming home today...woke up at almost 9pm and brought bambi down for her daily *hem*hem*..den came back..watched ratatouille like finally...den started paniking for my lesson tml..so..is tis the price to pay juz for a weeeeeeee bit of rest????????? i sure do hate projs esp. when the deadline is ALL put closely together........i HATE it........siannnnnnn
gtg.........i hv to prepare for tmlllllllllll...sian...i hope e recipe works.............. =(
argh.....i think i need to pour it out of my body....out of my heart, mind and soul..well, soul would be bit too serious...stilllllllllllllllll
i juz need to get it out..im suffocating not saying out...
ok.......
here goes.......
first, arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh *SCREAMS*
maybe im exaggarating or juz picking on u but..seriously, i really kinda feel sick and tired???
it really is tiring me outttttttt...flat out.......
its juz so tiring repeating again n again but it's still the same...maybe there ARE some changes in u but...i suppose it's not enough? maybe im asking too much, maybe im juz being superbly irritating and demanding but seriously, im sick n tired..............
i can feel and see the changes in u and i greatly appreciate it...thank you...
but still, maybe in this situation, there is bit more effort, in that situation, its the same, in another situation, more effort put in....
its making me tired and irritated and kinda angry...unhappy...displeased???????????
i dunno....it juz tires me................
haiz...seriously......everything is still not out yet...maybe i shld scream it out at some innocent person later.........arghhhhhhh...
gotta let it out...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...
another of my fav songs from them..esp when they perform tis song during their concerts... =D
SPEED rocks forever!!! one of my fav songs from them!!
hmm..wat did i want to blog abt? i dun rmbr...nvm i shall blog watever comes in my mind 1st and its the syc tut on thurs..
i really really really hate her.......................................
some ppl might noe..anw, i wont name her..................i juz hate herrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
bloody hell..our grp was supposed to use straws to construct smth and tt "her" suggest us to build smth bigggggggggggggg so we did...
we tot of cars, ship and yl suggest raft.......dotssssssssssssss
den we finally decided on xmas tree.....and so we started...many changes of plan and i was bloody pissed of by "her"
we were constructing and in between, she walks over to our grp...
1st time: "how is it gg to stand like tt? it wont stand."
2nd time: *deeppppppppp sighhhhhhhhhh* "how is it gg to stand lyk tis?"
3rd time (while she was calling the class to go outside to look at the bubbles grp): "i told u it wouldn't work."
wtf.....here we are, trying to prob solve to MAKE IT STAND and the least we need is ur soooooooooooooo constructive suggestions....B***H
i really hate "her".....eeeeeeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww
yuckssssssssss how did she become a tr/lecturer when she is:
1. so fake
2. lyks to act cute
3. lyks to pick on u
4. is prejudice towards u
5. hypocrite
6. demoralising
7. negative
8. disgusting
9. sarcastic
10. i juz so hate "her"
haha....my 10 reasons to hate "her"....haha
oh...when we finally went out to see e bubbles grp, she said as an ending for "her" talk abt bubbles..blahblahblah...she talked abt wat the grps inside did and the rest of the class can go in and look at it. den when it came to my grp she said smth really sarcastic abt my grp..which i forgot wat it was but it wasnt v nice.....tt B***H....humph...hate "her"
den....when she said we can go back to class, i juz turned and went back, when the lesson ended, i immediately packed my things and left.....i wanted to sooooooooo get out of tt place......arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh hate "her"
anw..here is our completed STANDING xmas tree...made of STRAWS....and masking tape.....
everybody look at me...*peace*
great...everyone looking at e camera...good!!!!
zhiliang's turn.....*peace* ppl!!!!
see......our xmas tree of STRAWS is STANDING...u stupid B***H

there are loads of pics i wanna share wif all of u......buttttttttttt vodafone is not a v fast thingy...so..i shall upload pics when im free in sch...wahahaha.........
oh...shit..i hvn do my lesson plan for tml....dear children, wat shld i teach u tmlllllll??? any suggestionsssssssssssssssssssss????????????????????????????
n belinda!!! fighting for ur supervision tml!!!! =D
oh...better list down wat kind of pics i wanna share cos i will definitely forget...
1. oreo
2. salvation army
3. bambi
4. snails
5. pizza hut wif shu mei
6. yl grandma hse
7. syc tut wif terrapins
8. SPEED
tt's abt all... =D
